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Thursday, April 29, 2010

i been so selfish and bad and demanding...cause he treat me so good yet i wanting to ask for more....how bad am i and not understanding galfren....

I like bubble tea so much and he never ever reject or stop me for havin my bubble tea even the area we go didnt have the shop i always buy, he will drive me just to go there buy..when i knock off from my work, he also will always drive me to kovan and buy my bubble tea and den send me home...

When i hungry and suddenly feel like eating something, he will always drive me to the placce i want and jus to fulfill my hungry...when middle of the night i suddenly feel like eating Mac Chicken nugget and fries, he will jus drive and go to buy 20 pieces nugget and fries only!!

If i off on the weekdays, he will take the off and jus to acc me tat day and try watever jus to make me happy and be my side...and when i tired and wake up late or dun feel to eat anything..he will wake up early jus to prepare breakfast or cook maggie and a cup of ice lemon tea jus to fill up my stomach...

when i tired after work, he will jus come pick me when even he already knock off much more early den me and reach home..but he still willin to wait for me and pick me jus to send me home...

when he got any voucher or ticket the first thing he noe is jus to check with me and hope he can bring me to those place i nv went before or thing i always want to buy but always didnt get it...

when i sick, he always come look for me after work and reject all his appointment frenz...

when i found out there gals talk or sms to him very closely, i will start to jealous and angry...he always explain so details to me cos he so scare i misunderstandin and anyhow think...

and of cos....because of me...he put me in priority and push all the stuff..like fren..work..family...mates to the back jus to make me feel secure and love...

I'm SORRY to bully you these few years....i cant change and hope u can continue to love me and care me how u use to do now.....

8:25 PM ; smile'

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

hmm...i alway cant forget tis sentence..."silent wing with a trouble minds..." tis seem to suit me so well...hai...

things happen and settle...i feel so guilty and bad and also sad...wat should i say...???

it been 3 years plus...altot is not long nor short...but i nv nv regret been with him...cos he really change alot jus to make me happy....hmm...realise he sacrifice alot for me but yet i still ask more...thanks for all the loves u provide for me...i love u so much!!!

next..again i got a new job...and it shock tat in this job i able to promote to a in charge or shop manager and go oversea...wat a suprise...in such a age i can get tis position is really very lucky and proud...but as u noe..to have tis position will be more pressure and stress...hmm...wat to do..?? wat to choose..?? for my future...should i..???

and...we plannin to apply flat...so we have register and now waiting for the flat to be open for "ballot" or "pallot"..??? i dunno how to spell...we decided to choose at seng kang or punggol...actually i thinkin of choose re-sale flat...but he prefer to choose SK or PG..cos the flat sales at there will be increase higher and higher...hai..i'm of happy cos finally he willin to commit plus finally we can have our own house and life...but i jus worry..things wont goes well as wat we wish...so...jus wait and see....

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Sunday, December 27, 2009

finally...everything solve and clear...misunderstanding...unhappiness...

hmm...i feel so sad at first and regret why become like tis...but after a real serious talk..everything clear and solve...i feel so much so much better den before...now at least noe wat goin on and wat is the stage....hehe...i love u dear dear...thanks for bein tolerance me...but i also have hor...hehe... =p

merry christmas....and happy 2010 year comin.....

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Sunday, November 29, 2009

tis is the first time i got the fear of goin work when ever come to sun...i alway ask my bf to bring me around as long not stayin at home..cos whenever i stay at his home doin nth..i think of my job...SOooooo stressful and pressure..i dun like...really dun like...somemore alway kanna scold and scold and do alot alot of thing which i forever cannot be solve...alway OT!! and the task given today must completed by today...grr...i alway so scare..i dunno wat to do or say...grr....i wanna find someone talk but my bf alway say no scare he be there...i only happy when come to fri ..sat and sun...the rest of the time i so scare...now...i in his room...postin my blog..and him...playin his cs...he is gettin better...but i still need him by my side..cos i scare...grr...tml is mon..i so scare wat goin happen tml...hai...i hope everything will nv be happen at all...gosh...i wish i wish... =(

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

it been really long ever since my last post...hmm...me and him bein together for almost 3 years le..time flies and we went thru up and down...tis year april edwin..jr..me and him went gentin, it really a wonderful trip and on the may or june he got the car...he pick me from work and he even bring me to eat supper if i wan to...recently we like to went malaysia for supper and pump petrol..haha...tat wonderful...start to know yet lun gf, kristin and zell gf, regina...they both nice gal and we sometime went out for dinner or talk bad abt them...hehe...

i miss him and miss the days where me and him jus started and sweet sweet loving... =)

8:23 PM ; smile'

Thursday, June 11, 2009

幸福，不是每一個人都有。
錯過以後要等很久很久。。
別讓你的快樂在我懷變成泡抹。。

至少，我們以然是朋友。。
如果我不适合握你的手。。
帶這我得祝福好好的過。。

4:55 PM ; smile'

Like tis song so much....

3:39 PM ; smile'

hmm...i lost my direction...path...journey....all i am lost.....i start to feel miserable and stress to myself...who can i speak to.....???? haiiii...

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Friday, February 20, 2009

recently my 2 years old dog name BB lost....he is a chihuahua with white/lightly brown in colour..he was lost on the 16/02/09 mornin around 10am to 11am plus at hougang ave 3 blk 373 (somewhere near playground area)..please kindly contact me if you saw my dog...please...!!! we really miss him so much...

hai...he was gone for 4 days le...and i received NTH....abit bad temper recently...and my poor dear dear recently bein kanna say by me for no reason..lucky he keep sms me when he workin...acc me when he off...hai...when i reach home i saw my BB bed and photo my heart so pain...used to hear him bark when he heard loud sound or will walk around to see who goin sayang him..plus slpin will snore so loud...ALL GONE le...out of a sudden...everything no longer hear....i have make a report to SPCA...send email to my frens...the pet shop...vet...and also those website to post those lost dog..i even mms to my hougang fren to ask them for help...even post pic on the lost area...but nth come in return...i received nth..BUT my poster bein tear...hai..i so sad...my BB gone and i cant say or do much...

my bro consider to buy a chihuahua...i told him to wait for BB news first..hai..i also wan a pet to replace BB...but i stand in BB shoes...he will be sad and angry why didnt find him back and we already lookin for another pet le...hai..

the day when BB is lost...i actually did go to those website and search those adopting pet...and i did send 1 mail to the buyer...and the next day i think of BB..plus the buyer didnt reply so i jus call off and didnt think of buyin another pet....but who noe...today..the buyer reply me and say willin to sell me the pet...is 3 months old and is chihuahua mixed wif maltese...hai...i also dunno should i buy or i should wait BB to come back...hai...i miserable...i really miss BB alot...but i love dog very much..and i hope my house got a dog jus like BB will bark when he saw stranger..will make us attention when we ignore him...will scratch us when he hungry...will look at us when we eatin nice food...haha...will KPO when we in the room makin sound like e.g knockin all tis...haha...i miss...jus miss...

my sis told me she plannin to apply a licence and put the mircochip on the comin month pay...but who noe..march not yet come and BB is gone....ANYONE SEE my BB..??? please...call me....

*****the person who STEAL my BB...dun ever let me catch u...i wont forgive u and i will hand u to the police for stealin without asking permission....!!! i damn angry...how come got tis such greedy person...he very picky and need time to train him...PLEASE dun beat or cane him for nth...if i found that u have ever usin violent...i will make u pay for it.....!!!

4:43 PM ; smile'