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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

the rain,

just never seems to bring

the joy,

i feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains

my heart,

can't seem to learn to part

the hold you left the mark

all that i dreamed of now it seems so stark

tho i told myself won't hold my breath

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would sing to you and tell you i won't live my life without you

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, i'd never let you go

the way,

you left me on the train

i don't know what to say

i remember everything on that day

i can't believe we'd never dance

i just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance

tho i told myself won't hold my breath

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would sing to you and tell you i won't live my life without you

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, i'd never let you go

5:34 PM ; smile'

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

...lalala...lalala...lalala... =p

hmm..dunno why tis year..2007 seem to be pass very fast...it already may le...soon to be june...!!! oh my god...so sian and tired...but dun feel like slpin lei..scare slp in the afternoon..at nitez cant slp le...hehe..

regardin the oversea studies...erm...i got my answer..i not goin..cos today finally our teacher give us a copy of the term and condition (full version)...haha..cos first copy give us is look very good lor...but the second de...oh my god...kns...!!! haha...not kns la..jus tat the term is not worth to go lor...even some of our teacher say tat not worth lor...many many thing lor...bla bla bla lor...haha...but bernice keep askin me wanna go anot..and i say maybe not...den she ask me would i go wif her if she wan too..? well..if the term is good lor..but after i read..i pass to her...her face so called give me..."Huh?"

i believe after she read le she wont think of goin le ba...hmm...but tis feel week dunno wat happen to her...give me and sarah a weird face...seem like she have problem...but she dun wan to say we cant force her... =) sometime we wonder izzit becos of the oversea studies trip...or maybe "other"..? hope dun let me and sarah guess right..cos wat we think actually is bad lor..hmm...bernice...u better dun let us worry ar...remember u always write in the testi..? "no matter wat...we went through up and down...so whoever 3 of us need acc...we be there...even cant face to face...we also willin to hear from an sms or wat.."..okay..?

so long didnt update le..no no...should say...so long didnt say how abt me durin tis few month le...hmm...well...after last semester..i feel regret of my result...and so..the first day of my 2nd yr accountin start..i TRYIN to be a good gal...listen watever and TRYIN to do finish all my assignment all by myself...and i did it...but i still need alot and alot of practice to remember the format...cos last semester slack too much...didnt really go remember it..so now...i jus like mute gal in class...try to be quiet and restore or store all the format silently...haha....1 of my frenz actually bet wif me..here goes...

frenz..."hey...let bet sth la..."
me......"bet..? bet wat thing...?"
frenz..."haha...tis yr u seem to be very hardworkin hor..not like last time.."
me......" haha..bet wat..?"
frenz..." if tis semester ur GPA hit 3 right...i give u a treat..."
me......" haha...well...i consider..." =p

i dunno wat will i get for my GPA tis yr...BUT...PLEASE...dun give me a disappointed result... =p

8:01 PM ; smile'

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

today...is a very good weather i must say...but also a tirin day...kanna caught slpin by teacher durin lesson time..but lucky teacher didnt say much...haha...

hmm..something i need to think seriously...it abt my future...today teacher told us tat..we..2nd year accountin student stand a chance to go japan for further studies...learnin some infant education..hotel management..fashion design...goin for 3 years..1 year for learnin their language...so i think it took 4 years...the term is good...but there many things i need to think...

i interested in infant educadution..althought maybe i got the chance to go or maybe no...but if really happened tat i got choose..hmm..alot of things i need to think..i worry...i scare...durin the 3 years it will happen alot of things and maybe sth has change..i do not noe the future..

after sch end..i went to see my advisor..she say..not really every student who wanna go can go..must go for interview and so on...but need alot of thing to go through....i tell my advisor i will give her answer before june...

4:51 PM ; smile'

Monday, May 07, 2007

gosh...finally get in to here...i spent quite a long time to get in sia...suddenly i cant log in wif my username and password...after a long long check...oh my god...is the username is my e-mail and the password is still the same... -_- spent a long time...end up is my e-mail...hai...SIAN!!!! i borin...!!!!

grr...nth to say and nth to do...rest only lor...

10:04 PM ; smile'

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i'm a gal who currently 20..
have a very sweet bf right now..
hope we can last long forever... =)

theLOVE;

i like bein pamper..
i like bein love..
i like... UUuuuUU

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bein betray..
pinapple..
ppl say me fat..
he dun pamper me..
he dun concern me..

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my 21st birthday..
240307..on and on..
taiwan trip...
secret wish... =P

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theEXITS;

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