Sunday, November 29, 2009
tis is the first time i got the fear of goin work when ever come to sun...i alway ask my bf to bring me around as long not stayin at home..cos whenever i stay at his home doin nth..i think of my job...SOooooo stressful and pressure..i dun like...really dun like...somemore alway kanna scold and scold and do alot alot of thing which i forever cannot be solve...alway OT!! and the task given today must completed by today...grr...i alway so scare..i dunno wat to do or say...grr....i wanna find someone talk but my bf alway say no scare he be there...i only happy when come to fri ..sat and sun...the rest of the time i so scare...now...i in his room...postin my blog..and him...playin his cs...he is gettin better...but i still need him by my side..cos i scare...grr...tml is mon..i so scare wat goin happen tml...hai...i hope everything will nv be happen at all...gosh...i wish i wish... =(
8:09 PM ; smile'
