i been so selfish and bad and demanding...cause he treat me so good yet i wanting to ask for more....how bad am i and not understanding galfren....
I like bubble tea so much and he never ever reject or stop me for havin my bubble tea even the area we go didnt have the shop i always buy, he will drive me just to go there buy..when i knock off from my work, he also will always drive me to kovan and buy my bubble tea and den send me home...
When i hungry and suddenly feel like eating something, he will always drive me to the placce i want and jus to fulfill my hungry...when middle of the night i suddenly feel like eating Mac Chicken nugget and fries, he will jus drive and go to buy 20 pieces nugget and fries only!!
If i off on the weekdays, he will take the off and jus to acc me tat day and try watever jus to make me happy and be my side...and when i tired and wake up late or dun feel to eat anything..he will wake up early jus to prepare breakfast or cook maggie and a cup of ice lemon tea jus to fill up my stomach...
when i tired after work, he will jus come pick me when even he already knock off much more early den me and reach home..but he still willin to wait for me and pick me jus to send me home...
when he got any voucher or ticket the first thing he noe is jus to check with me and hope he can bring me to those place i nv went before or thing i always want to buy but always didnt get it...
when i sick, he always come look for me after work and reject all his appointment frenz...
when i found out there gals talk or sms to him very closely, i will start to jealous and angry...he always explain so details to me cos he so scare i misunderstandin and anyhow think...
and of cos....because of me...he put me in priority and push all the stuff..like fren..work..family...mates to the back jus to make me feel secure and love...
I'm SORRY to bully you these few years....i cant change and hope u can continue to love me and care me how u use to do now.....
8:25 PM ; smile'
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
hmm...i alway cant forget tis sentence..."silent wing with a trouble minds..." tis seem to suit me so well...hai...
things happen and settle...i feel so guilty and bad and also sad...wat should i say...???
it been 3 years plus...altot is not long nor short...but i nv nv regret been with him...cos he really change alot jus to make me happy....hmm...realise he sacrifice alot for me but yet i still ask more...thanks for all the loves u provide for me...i love u so much!!!
next..again i got a new job...and it shock tat in this job i able to promote to a in charge or shop manager and go oversea...wat a suprise...in such a age i can get tis position is really very lucky and proud...but as u noe..to have tis position will be more pressure and stress...hmm...wat to do..?? wat to choose..?? for my future...should i..???
and...we plannin to apply flat...so we have register and now waiting for the flat to be open for "ballot" or "pallot"..??? i dunno how to spell...we decided to choose at seng kang or punggol...actually i thinkin of choose re-sale flat...but he prefer to choose SK or PG..cos the flat sales at there will be increase higher and higher...hai..i'm of happy cos finally he willin to commit plus finally we can have our own house and life...but i jus worry..things wont goes well as wat we wish...so...jus wait and see....
5:58 PM ; smile'
thePROFILE;
i'm a gal who currently 20..
have a very sweet bf right now..
hope we can last long forever... =)
theLOVE;
i like bein pamper..
i like bein love..
i like... UUuuuUU
theHATE;
bein betray..
pinapple..
ppl say me fat..
he dun pamper me..
he dun concern me..
theWISH;
my 21st birthday..
240307..on and on..
taiwan trip...
secret wish... =P
