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2010-04-29T20:25:00.004+08:00

i been so selfish and bad and demanding...cause he treat me so good yet i wanting to ask for more....how bad am i and not understanding galfren....

I like bubble tea so much and he never ever reject or stop me for havin my bubble tea even the area we go didnt have the shop i always buy, he will drive me just to go there buy..when i knock off from my work, he also will always drive me to kovan and buy my bubble tea and den send me home...

When i hungry and suddenly feel like eating something, he will always drive me to the placce i want and jus to fulfill my hungry...when middle of the night i suddenly feel like eating Mac Chicken nugget and fries, he will jus drive and go to buy 20 pieces nugget and fries only!!

If i off on the weekdays, he will take the off and jus to acc me tat day and try watever jus to make me happy and be my side...and when i tired and wake up late or dun feel to eat anything..he will wake up early jus to prepare breakfast or cook maggie and a cup of ice lemon tea jus to fill up my stomach...

when i tired after work, he will jus come pick me when even he already knock off much more early den me and reach home..but he still willin to wait for me and pick me jus to send me home...

when he got any voucher or ticket the first thing he noe is jus to check with me and hope he can bring me to those place i nv went before or thing i always want to buy but always didnt get it...

when i sick, he always come look for me after work and reject all his appointment frenz...

when i found out there gals talk or sms to him very closely, i will start to jealous and angry...he always explain so details to me cos he so scare i misunderstandin and anyhow think...

and of cos....because of me...he put me in priority and push all the stuff..like fren..work..family...mates to the back jus to make me feel secure and love...

I'm SORRY to bully you these few years....i cant change and hope u can continue to love me and care me how u use to do now.....

2010-04-13T17:58:00.004+08:00

hmm...i alway cant forget tis sentence..."silent wing with a trouble minds..." tis seem to suit me so well...hai...

things happen and settle...i feel so guilty and bad and also sad...wat should i say...???

it been 3 years plus...altot is not long nor short...but i nv nv regret been with him...cos he really change alot jus to make me happy....hmm...realise he sacrifice alot for me but yet i still ask more...thanks for all the loves u provide for me...i love u so much!!!

next..again i got a new job...and it shock tat in this job i able to promote to a in charge or shop manager and go oversea...wat a suprise...in such a age i can get tis position is really very lucky and proud...but as u noe..to have tis position will be more pressure and stress...hmm...wat to do..?? wat to choose..?? for my future...should i..???

and...we plannin to apply flat...so we have register and now waiting for the flat to be open for "ballot" or "pallot"..??? i dunno how to spell...we decided to choose at seng kang or punggol...actually i thinkin of choose re-sale flat...but he prefer to choose SK or PG..cos the flat sales at there will be increase higher and higher...hai..i'm of happy cos finally he willin to commit plus finally we can have our own house and life...but i jus worry..things wont goes well as wat we wish...so...jus wait and see....

2009-12-27T23:00:00.002+08:00

finally...everything solve and clear...misunderstanding...unhappiness...

hmm...i feel so sad at first and regret why become like tis...but after a real serious talk..everything clear and solve...i feel so much so much better den before...now at least noe wat goin on and wat is the stage....hehe...i love u dear dear...thanks for bein tolerance me...but i also have hor...hehe... =p

merry christmas....and happy 2010 year comin.....

2009-11-29T20:09:00.002+08:00

tis is the first time i got the fear of goin work when ever come to sun...i alway ask my bf to bring me around as long not stayin at home..cos whenever i stay at his home doin nth..i think of my job...SOooooo stressful and pressure..i dun like...really dun like...somemore alway kanna scold and scold and do alot alot of thing which i forever cannot be solve...alway OT!! and the task given today must completed by today...grr...i alway so scare..i dunno wat to do or say...grr....i wanna find someone talk but my bf alway say no scare he be there...i only happy when come to fri ..sat and sun...the rest of the time i so scare...now...i in his room...postin my blog..and him...playin his cs...he is gettin better...but i still need him by my side..cos i scare...grr...tml is mon..i so scare wat goin happen tml...hai...i hope everything will nv be happen at all...gosh...i wish i wish... =(

2009-11-18T20:23:00.002+08:00

it been really long ever since my last post...hmm...me and him bein together for almost 3 years le..time flies and we went thru up and down...tis year april edwin..jr..me and him went gentin, it really a wonderful trip and on the may or june he got the car...he pick me from work and he even bring me to eat supper if i wan to...recently we like to went malaysia for supper and pump petrol..haha...tat wonderful...start to know yet lun gf, kristin and zell gf, regina...they both nice gal and we sometime went out for dinner or talk bad abt them...hehe...

i miss him and miss the days where me and him jus started and sweet sweet loving... =)

2009-06-11T16:55:00.001+08:00

幸福，不是每一個人都有。
錯過以後要等很久很久。。
別讓你的快樂在我懷變成泡抹。。

至少，我們以然是朋友。。
如果我不适合握你的手。。
帶這我得祝福好好的過。。

2009-06-11T15:39:00.000+08:00

Like tis song so much....

2009-06-11T12:04:00.002+08:00

hmm...i lost my direction...path...journey....all i am lost.....i start to feel miserable and stress to myself...who can i speak to.....???? haiiii...

2009-02-20T16:43:00.004+08:00

recently my 2 years old dog name BB lost....he is a chihuahua with white/lightly brown in colour..he was lost on the 16/02/09 mornin around 10am to 11am plus at hougang ave 3 blk 373 (somewhere near playground area)..please kindly contact me if you saw my dog...please...!!! we really miss him so much...

hai...he was gone for 4 days le...and i received NTH....abit bad temper recently...and my poor dear dear recently bein kanna say by me for no reason..lucky he keep sms me when he workin...acc me when he off...hai...when i reach home i saw my BB bed and photo my heart so pain...used to hear him bark when he heard loud sound or will walk around to see who goin sayang him..plus slpin will snore so loud...ALL GONE le...out of a sudden...everything no longer hear....i have make a report to SPCA...send email to my frens...the pet shop...vet...and also those website to post those lost dog..i even mms to my hougang fren to ask them for help...even post pic on the lost area...but nth come in return...i received nth..BUT my poster bein tear...hai..i so sad...my BB gone and i cant say or do much...

my bro consider to buy a chihuahua...i told him to wait for BB news first..hai..i also wan a pet to replace BB...but i stand in BB shoes...he will be sad and angry why didnt find him back and we already lookin for another pet le...hai..

the day when BB is lost...i actually did go to those website and search those adopting pet...and i did send 1 mail to the buyer...and the next day i think of BB..plus the buyer didnt reply so i jus call off and didnt think of buyin another pet....but who noe...today..the buyer reply me and say willin to sell me the pet...is 3 months old and is chihuahua mixed wif maltese...hai...i also dunno should i buy or i should wait BB to come back...hai...i miserable...i really miss BB alot...but i love dog very much..and i hope my house got a dog jus like BB will bark when he saw stranger..will make us attention when we ignore him...will scratch us when he hungry...will look at us when we eatin nice food...haha...will KPO when we in the room makin sound like e.g knockin all tis...haha...i miss...jus miss...

my sis told me she plannin to apply a licence and put the mircochip on the comin month pay...but who noe..march not yet come and BB is gone....ANYONE SEE my BB..??? please...call me....

*****the person who STEAL my BB...dun ever let me catch u...i wont forgive u and i will hand u to the police for stealin without asking permission....!!! i damn angry...how come got tis such greedy person...he very picky and need time to train him...PLEASE dun beat or cane him for nth...if i found that u have ever usin violent...i will make u pay for it.....!!!

2009-02-12T16:25:00.003+08:00

hmm...ohhh...so long didnt update le...haha...jus wanna to annouce that i finally adopt a dog le...!!! hehe...yeah...is a chihuahua...he name is BB and tis year 2 years old...he timid and playful...he scare of everything like wind blow...sofa...toilet...haha...every mornin he will wake up at 7 plus and bark jus to try wake my sis and me up (tat an good method for us but sometime even weekend also bark which wan BB to to quiet is quite difficult sia..haha)...and he alway will go to my parent toilet and bark for nth..and when we close the toilet..he will run to the kitchen toilet and bark again...oh my god...haha...at first when he came to our house...he very timid and alsway hide in the kitchen and do not dare to step out of the kitchen until we alway ask him to come in to the living room and so on...and once he get use..he alway play wif us follow us...and until we are totally no energy and wanna to take a rest he still play wif us...haha...

but recently i bring him to vet for injection...he become very protective to himself...he try to bite us when we are tryin to carry him or touch him..maybe becos when i bought him to vet..he actually shiverin and he keep runnin to me and want me to carry him.. so at first i tot after tis injection he will forget and continue to be playful...but who noe..after tis injection..he become very protective and quiet...alway lie on his bed and didnt wan anyone to go near him or touch him or doesnt wan to eat..

i saw him bein tis for abt few days..so i go to internet and search for more info regarding chihuahua...and realise actually when he bite u is becos he feel insecure or afraid so he will bite...and i search more info abt how to teach him not to bite and take care of his meal and health all tis..and i realise...chihuahua is a very alert dog but an fragile dog...we cant beat him as he bone might injected..so we must be patient and to teach him wat is yes and wat is no...so right now...he start to eat and play wif us...plus foolin around..haha..but he really a seeker attention to us... as he will look at us wat we are doin and when we ignore him..he will walk to us and smell our leg or play wif us..haha...

anyway..recently i took alot alot of pic becos my darlin bought me an camera, but i dunno how to upload the pic from cam to com..plus lazy..so i will for my bf to upload for me and i will upload in this blog..haha...forgive me... =p

2009-01-20T14:59:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!!!!

Gong xi..gong xi..gong xi ni aR...!!! gong xi.. gong xi..gong xi nI...!!

haha..new years coming...yeah...finally...can save money again le...hmm..but recently i adopt an chihuahua from my sis frenz..and so spend a small small amount on his bed..food..and playin stuff...hmm..plus i bought a clothes for my doggy...hehe..i name him as BB..and also i ask my fren to come help me trim his nail and also help me see wat wrong wif my BB..cos my fren did go for training course on trainin dog all tis..hehe...yeah...

anyway..i haven upload any pic of my BB..when i free and took alot alot of pic den i will upload here...haha...wait ar... =p

2008-12-19T16:30:00.007+08:00

hmm..havin my 2 weeks MC...and after 3 more days i be back to work..BUT....!!! i will be goin back to work jus for ONE day and i will be havin my holiday..!!! haha...weird right...cos i received a call yesterday mornin..and it was from my manager..he called and told me some stuff cos he be havin leave when i was back to work...hahaa...next..he told me..."our boss will be havin shut down system durin the christmas which is on the 24th Dec and 26th Dec..hmm..which mean my MC till 22nd Dec and i back to work on the 23rd Dec..and jus after this...I OFF till 1st Jan 09....haha...woo....but one thing not confirm is my manager also told me tat we might off on the 31th Dec and 2nd Jan 09...wow...if this is confirm...mean that i be havin a long long holiday...haha...ops...sorry guys...durin this 2 weeks i believe u all must be helpin me to cover my work and stuff...hehe...thank you.!!! but anyway i got some pic before i kanna my chicken pox...hehe...let view.... =)

2008-12-03T11:16:00.015+08:00

SWEET sweet..

him...

her...

QQ...

Panda...

ITE frenz..

my bitchy frenz..

my family..

hmm..i back again..christmas coming..oh no...headach...alot alot of thing need to be done...like present...? darlin present and all the plannin..? hai...lucky..tis months...darlin say that he will be plannin for tis comin christmas..haha..i excited sia..plus curious..he told me tat he noe wat to get to me and i sure i like it very much...hmmmmmm....????? wat it is...haha...anyway when he ask me wanna noe wat it is....i very hao lian and reply...ask for wat..anyway that day i will noe...grr...itchy mouth...haha...now i keep thinkin wat will it be..he say tat present is something i lack of...and i will like it very much...hee...anyway..no choice i got to wait...3 more weeks to go..and i able to celebrate the 2nd christmas wif him...hope we can celebrate every occassion together and forever... =)

next...we are goin malaysia...!!!! yeah!!! hurray..!!! tis my first time to go alone wif darlin and not wif family..cos i remember my first trip is to korea wif my family when i was jus Pri 3...!!! haha...my dad keep tellin us..when he got win any 4d or toto den bring us to hong kong or japan or american... -_- i wonder..tis sentence he been tellin us for years le...anyway..i hope he can bring my mu go oversea for jus the 2 of them...cos my mum really really very long didnt enjoy since she marry my dad at the age of 20.... =) it true tat mummy are brave to sacrifice their precious moment and frenz and most important...their BEAUTY...!!!! at the age of 20 my mum is pretty and alot of admirer...but my mum jus stick to my dad and willin to give 3 childs to him...haha..tat my bro..my sis and ME!!!! i didnt hope anything..all i jus wan is my dad can bring my mum go somewhere NOT SINGAPORE and enjoy...

hmm..u noe when i told my mum abt the trip to malaysai wif marcus...my mum say..."u dun ask me...ask ur dad..." hehe..i noe my mum sure will say tis..so i didnt listen wat she say and i walk to my dad and say.." dad i goin malaysia wif marcus and his frenz...den my dad jus reply me.." go there becareful and check is ur passport expiry..." i so happy and i go to my parent room and check for the passport...hehe...i noe my mum still scare la..cos we 3 nv nv go any place tat leave apart singapore...so tis time i the first time..so my mum keep naggin naggin naggin say..remember to carry ur purse...passport and valuable around..bring a small bad..not hand bag or shoulder bag..but something can hold tight in case someone snatch and wont kanna easily...hehe...YES YES YES MUMMY!! i noe..before u say..i already think of bring a small bag that can carry along wif me...those clothes and make up all tis i will put in laguage..

on the mon...i meet my mum at compass point..i bring her go sakura for dinner..hehe...cos she like to eat those sambal sotong or chinese style..at first i bring her go ajisan..she dun wan..fast food dun wan...curry san dun wan...she jus say i wan food court.. -_- wa lau...so end up i bring her go sakura...and look at the menu..she choose her favourite dish..haha..sambal sotong and black coffee...hehe...and i order the rest..hmm..den tue i meet my mum go tampines...and i bring her go eat the food court...duck noodles...nice!!! hehe...and i bring her go basar balan shoppin..and i bought a nice dress..? skirt...? tube..? at $10!!! haha..cheap cheap..den i ask my mum to stop me from buyin..cos when we go malaysia can buy alot..den my mum wan to buy pant..so i bring her go tampines mall and century mall to see see look look...end up didnt...

den she keep naggin naggin naggin and naggin like auntie and aks me tis and tat..haha..i jus cover her mouth and walk..and many ppl look at us...hehe...my mum laughin and continue nag nag nag...she purposely de..she noe i wont answer her any word..she jus act like got alot of thing to talk to me..hehe...so i also act blur and dunno her..hehe..

but the most funny thing is..she say tis to me..."ah pong ar...i tell u ar..if u go malaysia and wanna buy shoe or slippery for me..but one size bigger..." den i look at her and think...did i say i wanna buy thing for her...??? haha...i told her wat i thinkin den she laugh and beat me..and say..."u nuagthy ar..got marcus dun wan me le.." den i say.."ya la ya la...i wan marcus dun wan u le...i throw u to old folk when u old..." hehe...my mum den say u dare meh...hehe...den my mum keep tellin me ..i bring her go watch movie why recently didnt bring le..den i told her...no money la...so didnt bring her go la..hehe...den she ohhhhhhhhhh..she like to watch those very singaporean movie..especially jacky neo..hehe...

i goin to malaysia..after malaysia i will upload my pic and buyin stuff...haha... =P

2008-10-31T10:01:00.003+08:00

hmm....finally fri le...i happy and also abit sad and sian sia...i really enjoy on the last weekend sia..cos mon was public holiday, so mean fri nitex..sat..sun and mon RESTING and ENJOY..!! me and him really really enjoy alot..quite happy..haha...but tis week so sian...how to say lei...today is fri..very fast will be sun le...hmm..

tis comin sat i goin for permin le..at jean yip..quite anxious..dunno will it suit me..do i look fat after i perm my hair..? hmm..cos i ask my parent and colleague and him..some say perm okay ar..some no comment..some say my face abit round..so perm might look abit fat...grr..must really ask the person to be careful and help me think which permin suitable for me...haha...my fren told me jean yip is a not bad salon..so not to worry sia..plus..tis salon is marcus intro me de..cos his frenx workin there ma..so can get a better price..hehe..

so let wait and see...hehe..i will update my pic after i perm...gosh....!! help!!! i scare...haha... =x

2008-09-19T10:05:00.028+08:00

hmm...haa....so long didnt update my blog le...allm frenz are sayin.." ur dusty all around.." haha..sorry la... =p

hmm..jus simply update abit for my previous days...i graduated, and now i workin with a company as a Customer Service Relation Officer..(full time) hmm..quite interesting la..startin abit blur and slow..and now..get use and gettin faster and faster le..and recently i got a very complicated question in my mind..i was shock..tis is told by my manager..i still thinkin how am i goin to talk to my boss when he back from thailand...hmm...well..tis comin sat i goin to discuss wif my stupid guy!!! grr... =p

I'm 20 years old le...!!!!!! so happy...hee..but my face still didnt change at all...grr... -_-...hai.. my birthday was on the 05-09-08, it was fri and my company bought a present for me and i love it very much..thanks for the present and the cake..hee..and i meet my gals frenz after my work at town area..hee..hee..it still the same..didnt change at all...still runnin abt and chit chat non stop like nobody around us...haha!!! and the most important i must mention..!!! the camera flash keep flashin...hee..sometime really irritate others...ops.... =p my apologise behalf on them...hee...but i must say the camera really do keep alot memories between us..

at first we meet at Plaza Sing for dinner at 4 or 5 level..forget le..it a japanese restaurant..if i not is sushi ichban??? and the service over there hor...gosh..i wonder izzit becos we are too noisy or the staff over is attitude..we been queuin for that for quite long..and yet haven reach us..so end up we decide to go cathay...!!! i can tell u..lucky we go cathay...cos we save alot of money..!!! is cheap and the food is large, you can share with ur frenz or bf de..!!! haha..aiya..let not talk and look at pic.. hee... =p

my cake..!! thanks boss... =p
hee..hee..
my colleague..(Annie)

makin wish... XXXxxXX.. =X

my cake..cutting..

My present..it a bag..hehe...

my present bought from my bitch 5 and keng..thanks..

hee..yeah!!!

birhtday gals..
ehhh..excuse me..?!
oh...!!

hee..me and mirene( lao Gong) ops..

bItch 6..!!
chan..
Ivy..
judy..
Keng.. Mirene..(.."faster took..everyone lookin at us..!!")
muack..(still cant stop) hehe..
wow..yummy..hee..sorry ar..mess..
yeah..photo taking..big family..

Our bill den..total: $114.60!!! (CHEAP!!)

hee..finish my pic..now..continue.. =p...recently i chat with my long lost frenz..Maoqi..she was my frenz when i am workin in fila..haha..we talk alot la..and so concidence his bf is also at police acadamy..haha..well..she now in autralia..study in university of Queensland..look at her pic..so beautiful and romance..hmm..she be comin back on Nov for summer holiday and we shall meet..!! =)

2008-06-20T12:00:00.003+08:00

hmm..i finally update my blog le..cause my darling..he went for training..(7 months)...hmm..wed (18-06-08) he went in...and thought tat he be comin out this fri...but who knows it was next fri....well...i suddenly feel nth to do..and lookin for sth to do...hmm..it remind me alot of thing...alot alot..suddenly so miss him...and wanted him to come out now...hai..

yesterday i attend my gf birthday...penny, she celebrate her 21st birthday..she invited marcus and me but only i attend...cause he under training cannot come out...hmm...so yesterday not only me..her family and relatives plus marcus frenz, wei jie, kenneth and yet lun..hmm..wei jie and kenneth keep entertain me..they keep makin fun of me so tat i wont feel bored...but yesterday suddenly feel tat i so lonely...his 1 of the frenz..say tat like fat abit...hmm..abit sad bu i agree la..cause work in admin is eat le den sit...somemore i keep drinkin bubble tea..hmm..and before he went in..he told me to maintain this figure..haha..he scare later he come out i become plump...well...i listen to him...from today onward i wont drink a single bubble tea...until he come out this coming fri...hmm..at the same time i wanna maintain tis... =)

and also..i finally realise why marcus like to went out with his frenz in the nitez le..yesterday i was with his frenz...they keep havin fun and playin around..it make me feel so relax...but i jus dun wan stay too late cos i promise him i will reach home early...i did it...i msg him when i reach home...i msg him when i go slp...i even dream of him..his family..my family and relatives and frenz...maybe i think too much le..i dream i meetin marcus..my sis...my frenzs and his frenz for movie..and we talk and have fun together...after that dunno why we at home with his family..my family and my relatives...haha..so funny...but when i wake up..i told my mum..she say maybe i think too much le...OH YA...in the dream i remeber my grandma say 1 word which make me angry..."FAT!!!!!" i hate it okay...!!! i dun like ppl say me fat..haha..i mean which gals like to hear ppl say " you fat..." unless the person is very skinny la..den i nth say...haha...anyway... =) ....

2008-05-17T16:27:00.002+08:00

it been past quite soometime to update my blog...well..recently happen alot of things which i myself also cant handle or take it....

i got my new job at changi south lane there...somewhere near Simei ITE..i quite enjoy the job over there..start to get used ti it..hmm..but as for i will work for this company for how long i dunno...cos..i not a person will stay in the company too long..i tryin in the process...

hmm..dunno why...i realise i been getting tired easily..maybe becos i wake quite early ba...and also everytime i go work..i saw the student..my mind will start thinking..how i wish i be back to study...i finally realise why teacher always tell me jus forcus ur study now and dun keep thinking of workin or earnin money..cos..once u out..u will know schling is better den workin...i now den agree...i miss the sch time..together with my frenz...after sch go home change and meet my darlin..acc him until the nitez...but i must accept wat i am now..i out of the sch..no longer student..must learn to be understanding..mature and independent..

he jus got his car licence...i happy for him...at least when his father reach home early..he will drive his father car and pick me up..he got a job and he goin in for trainin for 6 months..durin this 6 months...he only can come out in sat and sun night he got to book in again..i afraid i will miss him..how i wish he be my side wheneer i need him...but i promise him tat i never get angry..cos he noe me tat i will get angry if 1 day i cant meet him...he know me well..he know my attitude and characters..he know i like him to acc me whenever he free...he jus know wat i thinkin... recently we alway get quarrel..mostly is i start first...i slowly to accept all stuff that surroundin him...i tryin very hard...i hope this 6 months training will pass very very fast...

it been together abt 1 years plus..and we 2 still love each other very much..care each other very much..i dunno how it last...but wat all i hope is we can last till the end..i really hope.. =)

2008-03-30T11:57:00.006+08:00

hmm...24/03/2008 is already been over for 6 days...we spent a very special celebration..haha...we didnt catch a movie..have a feast outside..but....

on the sat (22/03/2008)...i was workin to help my lady boss cover shift...so i work until 6pm and after tat he came and pick me up..we go walk for awhile to look for some prawn fishin material...(but didnt find it)...and after tat we go have our dinner and den went back to my home and pack my bag to go his house...after reach his home..we rest for awhile and get ready to go out to meet his frenz at clarky quey..hehe..and when we reach home is already 3am..before we reach home..they discuss abt the next day program which is sentosa (23/03/2008)..but end up everybody wake up late...some went for an "exercise" (basketball)...haha...so the trip CANCELLED!!!

and end up..we go kovan wif wei jie and edwin..first we go eat western food...after BUBBLE TEA (my favourite)..and den we go super bowlin to play pool awhile..hee...hee...around 5 ba..they go back to punggol and he accompany me go back my house and stay..eat and celebrate (24/03/2008) which is MON..hee...we cook ourselves..although it simple..but we have fun..like buyin ingredient..durin cookin..we make a mess..haha...cos we cook PASTA...!!! hmm..i make a pasta for him and my family...and he make a pasta for me and my family..so the lucky is my family la..they can eat 2 different pasta..haha..he cook a very nice pasta...and me too..!!! (tat my mum and sis agree de)..and he start to get interest on cookin le wor...(i got food to eat!!!) =p

anyway...i got a very very special present which no one have...is one and only..and i love it very much...hehe...thanks dear...dun forget our promise...hee..love u...!!!! MUACK!!!

2008-03-15T16:36:00.003+08:00

hmm...exam finally over...well...i did all i can...abit nervous on my accountin...cos frankly speakin..my accounting i didnt did well...hmm...wat i hope is at least a pass... exam will be comin out on 2 April...and poly result will be out on 4 april....hai...i now lokkin for job cos i know i got no chance to enter poly...as i know my qualification and GPA mark...

hmm..i now still work at my current job which is Litmus...but soon i goin quit...cos i lookin for full-time Admin...and hope i got it...i dun expect high...but my bf say at least get a job of salaries $1300-1400..but it good if got higher pay..of cos i wish to have...but will...i hope...at least we can get some savin and allowance..cos i 19 years old..tis year 20 years old..soon will come to sep...cant longer get money from mum or dad...hai...anyway...last time hope to grow up fast...but now...hope to remain wat am i now...hehe..

anyway...9 more days our anniversary will be comin...gettin much and much more lovin u and knowin u... =) and later he be comin my house havin dinner...*(but now he alway give excuse and come my house at evenin or night..grr...like pig...)den maybe go out...long time didnt go out le...hehe..cos i havin exam he in army workin...but now...he ORD...and me graduate from sch le...

I'M FREEDOM...!!! haha... =p

2008-02-14T15:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!!

hmm...today is my first time celebrate valentine wif my bf....haha...dun laugh ar..i remember last time when come to valentine day either i already broke off wif XXX or i single...hee...but i always the one received present...nv nv try before celebratin V.day wif my love...so today...IS MY FIRST TIME...hee...but too bad tat today he got to work...hmm..well i dun blame him...cos he cant choose wat..anyway at nitez i be meetin him and i got a small small suprise for him...haha..

tat not the present la...hmm..shy to say i haven buy the V.day present..cos i really dunno wat to buy for him...and he scare me overspend my money so he ask me meet le den buy lor...at least is sth he like and i not wastin money wat...haha....hmm...i waitin now..so i jus now check my mail..friendster...GV..cathay..END WAH Jubilee..is all almost booked lor...left the front seat... -_- wat to do...yesterday should have book online de...anyway he say nvm..if really cant watch the most we go shop for present and eat...!! haha...i waitin for the feast...!! i wan eat western food...hao qian...cai fan...mac..miced meat noodless...alot alot...yum yum...!!! hee...i later on goin change and prepare for my datin...although is a simple celebration..but i dun mind...cos i'm wif him... =)

*10 more days and it our 11 months...
25 more days is his ORD..
27 more days is my graduation in ITE...
39 more days is our Anniversary...
60 more days is his 21st birthday...
197 more days is my 20 birthday..
and so on so on...continue to our 2nd anniversary..3rd...4th...bla bla...hehe... =)

2008-01-25T11:05:00.000+08:00

hmm...long time didnt post le huh...haha...anyway not i lazy..is becos my com internet contract is end le...so i only can use when i went to bf house or frenz lor...anyway..hehe...me and he took alot pic...well..we are fine and nice...still happily..quarrrel..fightin..argue...laughin all the way...and i hope to continue non stop..cos i jus the way i do to u or u make me...haha...

HAPPY 10 MONTHS TO US....!!! MUACk!!

DEAR..!!! I LOVE U MORE N MORE EACH DAYS...!!!

me and dear at KTV..

Our Present for christmas cum 9 months.. =)

merry Christmas..1 of the pub i always forgot the name..

me and dear and our frenz..

my piggy back...i got it...!! haha..

2007-12-26T11:08:00.000+08:00

hmm...MERRY CHRISTMAS...!!! haha...

On the Christmas Eve i do celebrated and enjoyed the day and nitez..haha...well..althought he was workin tat eve..but he managed to make it free in the evenin...and after we meet out wif his frenz and celebrate and eat and laugh and dance even...!!! haha..tat really a wonderful... =)

we took alot of pic..but jus haven load yet..so jus wait and see....hee.... =P

HAPPY 9 MONTHS to us...DEAR..i lOve u...!!

2007-12-03T16:26:00.000+08:00

hmm..today is 3 Dec 2007...christmas comin soon le..hmm...haha..finally can touch my own com le...always my bro usin..playin his stupid game or watever...bleah... =P

anyway...countin day really make u feel good meh..??? haha...from days to days to hundred days..wow...tat really really far far....hehe... =X ops...anyway..i took many pic wif him...hee.let not talk and see...

haha...tis ate by me and HIM...!!! =p very hungry la..

me and him...

i like tis pic...cos he smilin... =)

tat my house...

2007-11-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

hmm...it 17 Nov 07...and tml will be my days 4 of workin in "Litmus"...haha...think alot of ppl doesnt noe wat the shop is...it sellin those shirt with long sleeve or short sleeve for women and men...it also carry burmudas (for men)..short..pants and boxers..it sell bags and shoes...i think the design it nice..AS WELL quite expensive la...haha...i workin at central...sometime may be shift to other place...but at least for now..i happily workin ba...haha...

next..i still have abt 4 months to go and i be graduate le...hmm..ya...still left 4 months... =)

2007-10-25T14:16:00.000+08:00

well...well...someone say me....grr....anyway today is 25th oct 2007...yesterday is our 7th month bein together...haha...didnt get to go out or meet him...cos every 24th...he alway will make tis day free and acc me....haha...thanks dear...but becos of many thing to do...yesterday he didnt...hmm...i'm been very happy in 2007..cos i got him....haha... =p anyway..tis comin sat we decided to go for exercise in mornin...haha..i make a request tat he have to acc me and stay at my house on fri...and he also make a request tat tis sat we go exercise den go out...TAT WILL BE A TIRIN DAY!!!! haha...supposly i dun wan de..but i think..let treat tat as our celebrate month...haha...cos he alway ask me acc him go exercise...i alway give him ALOT ALOT of excuse...hehe...hmm...MR EE...here i come...TOGETHER...!!! okay...hehe...

HAPPY 7TH MONTHS....!!!

Dear I LOVE YOU....!! =X

2007-10-02T15:48:00.000+08:00

hmm..it already Oct le....tat fast..few more months and i goin graduate...wonder..is study better or workin better...?? sometime when i in sch havin lesson...i was hopin i were in workin life...but when i went to work...i was hopin i were in study life...haha...weird sia...dun noe lei...but me and 1 of my frenz think abt after graduate will be goin work..after tat have some savin and we will continue study den...hm..so it really easy to say..but i wonder..will i make it...?? haha...must be a tirin day....but no matter wat..now...i still have 6 months to go..why should i think of tis...hmm..as wat chinese say..."zou yi bu..suan yi bu..." hehe...

2007-09-24T11:55:00.001+08:00

Ding Dong...Ding Dong...DING DING.............................!!!

uhem...uhem...first of all....

wish myself and my "LAO HU".. HAPPY 6 MONTHS....!!!! haha...stay sweet and happy ar... =p

second of all....oh my god...!!1 i found a long glutton gal sia...can fight...hehe...fight for my sis...now jus start...ROUND 1...DING DING...haha...cannot tell u alll where the place...hehe...tat a secret... "bu neng shuo de mi mi"...cheer for me...jia you..jia you... =)

next....hmm...i wan photo...!!!! where our photo....grr....kick u ar.....wanna me update but u didnt send me how am i goin to upload...??? huh...u say la...hehe....( wonder who lao hu and who lao shu ) =p

2007-09-01T16:41:00.000+08:00

hmm..it another new month...4 more days my birthday will be comin...

should be happy but dunno why i feel so sad...maybe becos of my exam comin around the corner or becos keep changin the date make me feel sian..or other thing...hai...

at first plannin to celebrate 2 sep wif my sec frenz...but most of them not free or cant take off on weekend...nvm...i change to 3 sep..but still have 1 person cant able to attend...NOW....again..not my frenz but me and na...our boss went abroad...and the cheque haven sign..so have to wait until 4 sep den can celebrate..grr....abit upsad..dunno why...sarah they all also happen to celebrate on 4 sep..but it afternoon..and i meet my sec frenz on the evenin to nitez ba..they be countin down wif me...sarah say i gettin quiet durin the sch days...seldom talk to them..i also dunno why lei...jus nth to say lor...hmm...anyway i think i okay ba...maybe tired lor... =)

i sad i sad...dunno why...

2007-08-30T17:39:00.000+08:00

i fall in love wif tis song...i also fall in love wif the video..haha...i load on my friendster...hehe...

here the song lyrics...

Natalie-lOve u sO...

From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Do you know it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

You can san say anything you want to
No stress 'cause I understand you
We got a vibe you can't define
Want everyone know that boy is mine
We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me
You take me there at times I feel I lose control
Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Please know this
I'll always be right here
And you don't have to look
Nowhere else babe
Don't think for a minute
This love will change
Oh you should know that

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Can you feel it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

2007-08-27T14:37:00.000+08:00

haha...i found a song tat nice and the video nice too...enjoy in my friendster...hehe...
hmm..finally got some pic tat took on the singapore zOo on 18th Aug 2007...!!! hehe...i dun wish to say anything...but jus see the pic will do..haha... =p

before we settle down to watch the elephants performance..we took a nice pic..

tat a nice pic..haha...my lao gong and me... =p

me and chan...she holdin the camera..

haha..dunno who took tis..see the orange shirt..tat jason...

when tis pic took..? haa...i didnt notice tat...

we wanna took wif the "Singapore zOo"..but they miss tat word...

tat after the monkey trip...

let took a pic of gals there...haha..too bad for jason.. =p

FINALLY..!!! SINGAPORE zOo....!!!!

2007-08-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

hmm...it been a long time tat i didnt update my blog le...haha..."WAT TIME IZZIT...???"

"IT BLOGGIN TIME!!!"

well...tis few weeks...same as wat i used to be...studyin..workin as part time...went out if i free...haha...nth change much...sometime went out wif him...if i free...or if he is free...finally he come to my house and visit my parent...i dunno wat my parent think abt him...erm..first time he come..i was quite worry and scare...but actually nth much to worry...my dad chat well wif him abt the army life..my dad history in army...haha...my mum...watch the tv...channel 8 (especially the 9pm show) their favourite sia...haha...but overall..wat their minds thinkin..how i noe...they might thinkin not bad..? bad..? good..? watever...as long i like it...hehe...

hey...who am i..? i their daughter okay...i like wat they must understand and accept...i dun care...hehe...anyway...i like wat it is now...everything fine and happy...hope it really last...and i will hold it tight...hope he will too...

2007-07-30T13:44:00.000+08:00

hehe...on 28 July 2007...me and my bitch 5 went to marina bay to watch the NDP'07 (Preview)...hmm..it fun there ba..the show is so..so...BUT...!!! the fire work is super duper super duper the nice...haha...i in love wif tat...we havin fun there...we took alot of pic...we got the bag too...haha...suppose we say we will take different colour for each person...but dunno why end up..3 ppl like purple..2 pple like orange..only me...!!! like blue..!! haha...but i really like blue alot lor..SOMEONE say my blue very common..!!! do u noe..mirene and ivy keep askin me to change colour wif them...hump..bleah... =p

hmm..i quite like tis pose.. =p

me and chan...@ NDP'07...

judy and me...smile...

haha..look at nana... =p

let have a sexy pose...1..2..3..!!!

tat 3 of us... =)

hehe..chan say she jus like a kid...

red star vs green star...

judy..na..chan and me!!!

sometime sittin in the middle is always de best...haha... =)

2007-07-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm..so borin...dunno why borin lei..exam comin..yet i here to update my blog...but i jus borin wat...grr...somemore i dun have mood to study anything TODAY!!!!

realise i didnt update my blog for a long time...so...at least type abit of thing to update...haha...bo liao right...yeah..i think so...jus really nth to do lor...hmm..I waitin for tis comin sat!!!!! =p

2007-07-02T11:29:00.000+08:00

hmmm..it already july le..!!! GST is up to 7%..oh my god..tat ex... =x

anyway i finally got the pic from mirene...hehe...jus enjoy... =p

eh..... =x

she tryin to KISS me...!!! she drunk!!!

smile... =)

haha..i admit tat i wanna kiss chan...hehe..ops..nana...?

well..no kiss..jus smile will do... =)

we are not drunk..jus relax.. haha...

out of sudden... =P

chEeseeEee...

jUs simply LOVE them so much....!!!

always give me a reason to smile so sweet... =)

tat US!!! bitch 6!!!

our family..!!!

jUs love u all so much!!!! =D

2007-06-24T11:48:00.000+08:00

hmm...mirene birthday jus over...and slowly..wan chan..bernice birthday is comin...oh gosh...anyway i didnt worry bernice birthday comin..but chan birthday..where she goin celebrate again..???? oh my god..

anyway...fri we went out to celebrate mirene birthday..actually we should goin dbl o...but guys must reach 21..den we went to one nitez stand bar..guys must reach 23 gals mustreach 21...but the bar really look fun lei...upper level is a lounge bar...and lower is a live band...and the song they play..it nice..i quite like it..hehe...anyway..we stand near the mos..thinkin of goin to celebrate there...well..althought i dun like the place...but becos is my lao gong decision..i didnt say anything..jus tat some of my frenz reject..so..end up..went to boat quey pub..but the time it over 12 plus..so most of the pub is full...anyway..there 1 pub..really sux..the lady boss jus like see ppl de..wantin her to help me find 10 sit for me and my frenz..she like jus annoy me..and maybe her 2 assistance guys come and ask me..grr..anyway..at least the guy did help me abit la..but i jus angry abt the lady boss..grr...

so went there went here..end up..took cab went to orchard..the only choice either the one ktv..party world or kbox..hai..well..end up party world..but okay la...mirene at there playin very high..SHE MOLESTED me..!!! she even kiss me...oh my god...think she drink too much tat why she so high..haha...we took alot alot of pic..hehe..waitin for mirene to send me...

2007-06-22T11:49:00.000+08:00

hmm...after 12 midnight...it 23 JUNE le...hope i be the first to wish u...

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!!!

haha...well...today i will be meetin tis group of siao cha bo to go dbl O..? if not maybe we will be goin KTV pub!!!! haha..tat mine favourite..dunno tis time will happen wat...i scare...haha..i rather go ktv pub den clubbin..jus dunno why..i dun like the amosphere over there...hehe...

anyway!!!! MIRENE ONG!!! my BELOVED lao gong..hehe...becareful today ar..if u are drunk...pray nth happen hor..hehe..today lao gong birthday..lao po should do sth to lao gong hor...haha..love u love u..JUS LOVE U!!!! =p

2007-06-14T16:32:00.000+08:00

hmm....grr...!!! the weather is stupid damn hot...later hot like havin sauna in the sch..later cool like rainin..bring umbrella...not rainin..dun bring umbrella...?RAININ!!!? cant believe it..jus lucky tat me..sarah...monissa..and bernice we got tis habit of bringin..but to those of my frenz..oh my god..

next next next...my sch holiday like revision week u know...grr...after sch reopen...i havin my CA2 exam...!!! oh my god..wat the --L....tot tat durin my holiday at least go work..ke siao...play..relax...but..now.have to rearrange my workin schedule..entertainment...as for exam..dun need me to plan de...haha...tml will be the last day of sch..our teacher already like givin us worksheet and revision to go home practice...WELL DONE!!! best of the kiasu and smartest teacher ever...haha...at first heard we goin holiday..all of us plannin tis and tat..but jus today...TODAY!!! teacher say our CA2 will be after holiday.. -_- really spoil our holiday lei...grr....i WAN HOLIDAY LA!!!!!!

*can i jus be a naughty and playful gal jus ONCE!!!!! =p

2007-06-12T17:36:00.000+08:00

hmm..i wanna compare sth...

althought tis pic look blur..but doest tis face look plump..?

how abt tis...? oh my god...my face can change sia...ARH!!!!!

2007-06-06T18:35:00.000+08:00

tis is the dish my frenz order..and we share together... =)

hey...!!! u block my view..DOGGIE!!! grr... =p

tis the 2 "PRINCE" tat keep us waitin... -_-

nana and me...hehe... =)

LADY's PIC...!!! =)

our bitch 6 latest pic...

hmm...finally got the pic from judy le..hahah...still have many pic at mirene (lao gong) there...hee...see when she online i wanna ask her send me... =)

on the 4 june 2007...we went to the marina square to have dinner at the fish & Co...i gonna restricted to fish for 1 MONTH!!!! it not becos the food there is not nice..is too much le...!!! haha...i eat too much of the fish le...hehe..but the dish of fish & Co it really nice...especially the grilled fish sambal...it a new dish...nice!!! can try can try...hehe... =p

it was on the mon...and i finish sch at 12.15pm...after tat..i went home to change myself...den i meet sarah and bernice at the lavender..acc bernice SHIT do renew her passport...and den..it was long queue..and we wait and wait...chat and chat..a lady go over to bernice and dunno ask or say wat..few min later...bernice called sarah hp and say the lady she talkin wif say she can do online...and jus to need to queue for the photo takin and pass the photo to tat lady and she will settle for her...oh my god...!!! why dun come early...make me and sarah standin...

after tat..i meet judy at the city hall station..but she tot i be late..so she let me wait at the city hall alone...luckily..sarah and bernice wait for me...hehe...thanks ya...anyway..tat day i reach home around 12 plus..? if i not wrong..hehe...i got pic..see..!!! =p

2007-05-29T17:34:00.000+08:00

the rain,

just never seems to bring

the joy,

i feel the same everlasting pain of my loss remains

my heart,

can't seem to learn to part

the hold you left the mark

all that i dreamed of now it seems so stark

tho i told myself won't hold my breath

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would sing to you and tell you i won't live my life without you

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, i'd never let you go

the way,

you left me on the train

i don't know what to say

i remember everything on that day

i can't believe we'd never dance

i just need one more chance to share the sunset our one last romance

tho i told myself won't hold my breath

a part of me was dying

there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would sing to you and tell you i won't live my life without you

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling

i would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, i'd never let you go

2007-05-22T20:01:00.000+08:00

...lalala...lalala...lalala... =p

hmm..dunno why tis year..2007 seem to be pass very fast...it already may le...soon to be june...!!! oh my god...so sian and tired...but dun feel like slpin lei..scare slp in the afternoon..at nitez cant slp le...hehe..

regardin the oversea studies...erm...i got my answer..i not goin..cos today finally our teacher give us a copy of the term and condition (full version)...haha..cos first copy give us is look very good lor...but the second de...oh my god...kns...!!! haha...not kns la..jus tat the term is not worth to go lor...even some of our teacher say tat not worth lor...many many thing lor...bla bla bla lor...haha...but bernice keep askin me wanna go anot..and i say maybe not...den she ask me would i go wif her if she wan too..? well..if the term is good lor..but after i read..i pass to her...her face so called give me..."Huh?"

i believe after she read le she wont think of goin le ba...hmm...but tis feel week dunno wat happen to her...give me and sarah a weird face...seem like she have problem...but she dun wan to say we cant force her... =) sometime we wonder izzit becos of the oversea studies trip...or maybe "other"..? hope dun let me and sarah guess right..cos wat we think actually is bad lor..hmm...bernice...u better dun let us worry ar...remember u always write in the testi..? "no matter wat...we went through up and down...so whoever 3 of us need acc...we be there...even cant face to face...we also willin to hear from an sms or wat.."..okay..?

so long didnt update le..no no...should say...so long didnt say how abt me durin tis few month le...hmm...well...after last semester..i feel regret of my result...and so..the first day of my 2nd yr accountin start..i TRYIN to be a good gal...listen watever and TRYIN to do finish all my assignment all by myself...and i did it...but i still need alot and alot of practice to remember the format...cos last semester slack too much...didnt really go remember it..so now...i jus like mute gal in class...try to be quiet and restore or store all the format silently...haha....1 of my frenz actually bet wif me..here goes...

frenz..."hey...let bet sth la..."
me......"bet..? bet wat thing...?"
frenz..."haha...tis yr u seem to be very hardworkin hor..not like last time.."
me......" haha..bet wat..?"
frenz..." if tis semester ur GPA hit 3 right...i give u a treat..."
me......" haha...well...i consider..." =p

i dunno wat will i get for my GPA tis yr...BUT...PLEASE...dun give me a disappointed result... =p

2007-05-15T16:51:00.000+08:00

today...is a very good weather i must say...but also a tirin day...kanna caught slpin by teacher durin lesson time..but lucky teacher didnt say much...haha...

hmm..something i need to think seriously...it abt my future...today teacher told us tat..we..2nd year accountin student stand a chance to go japan for further studies...learnin some infant education..hotel management..fashion design...goin for 3 years..1 year for learnin their language...so i think it took 4 years...the term is good...but there many things i need to think...

i interested in infant educadution..althought maybe i got the chance to go or maybe no...but if really happened tat i got choose..hmm..alot of things i need to think..i worry...i scare...durin the 3 years it will happen alot of things and maybe sth has change..i do not noe the future..

after sch end..i went to see my advisor..she say..not really every student who wanna go can go..must go for interview and so on...but need alot of thing to go through....i tell my advisor i will give her answer before june...

2007-05-07T22:04:00.000+08:00

gosh...finally get in to here...i spent quite a long time to get in sia...suddenly i cant log in wif my username and password...after a long long check...oh my god...is the username is my e-mail and the password is still the same... -_- spent a long time...end up is my e-mail...hai...SIAN!!!! i borin...!!!!

grr...nth to say and nth to do...rest only lor...

2007-04-26T12:53:00.000+08:00

hmm...finally got abit of time to update of my blog...AND as well..touch my com... T_T

it been a tired days...study..workin...cope up my failure module...and so...gettin no energy...haha...but...it seem after the 1st year...my frenz they all say i change le... =p *wat make u all think i have change lei* hmm...jus becos i done all my work..? oh pls...i jus scare i gonna retest and take extra module lor...u all jus have 3 module..tat why i become more hard workin wat...otherwise u all graduate le i still goin sch retest...haha...cant imagine...*pui pui*..*touch wood*...*say no evil*

hmm..later goin work again..oh my god...!!! not becos i sick of the job..is...I NEED REST!!! i think i need to balance my slpin mode....early in the mornin or afternoon i feel tired...and when comes to the evenin or night..i become energetic...gosh...carry on like tis...i will become a zombie...*scary* =p

gosh...i must find a solution....hmm...

2007-04-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

i finally update my blog...haha...!!!!

hmm...now i feel more confident after the 3 days trainin...alothought i believe i still have some question which i cant explain well enough...but i believe pratice will make me more confident to sell tat product...woo...super tired...tis week...i super duper busy...mon to wed i havin my trainin...thurs to sun i will be workin...and den...SCH REOPEN....!!! oh pls...anyone saw me pls dun say abt my eye...i noe i got a obvious dark circle..haha..jus becos i bein tryin my very very best to learn well the skin product so tat i wont sell any wrong product to u all or customer...haha...I TRYIN TO CURE MY DARK CIRCLE!!!!

and later i will be goin to work...hmm...it can called as my first day of work AFTER the trainin...hmm..i wonder today how will i perform..? hee...well...?bad...?lousy...CMI..?!!! oh my god...hope wont..hehe...i learn alot of regardin skin...and i realise...our skin actually need to protect and take care of it...haha...if not..u will get pimples..oily bla and bla..i now den noe why will get pimples...hehe...wanna noe..come buy our product la...it really help lor...we are tryin to give the best to help customer but not other...haha...i very happy workin over there and so...i will continue..hehe...hmm...gonna revise my note again..hee...so hard workin for tis...nv seem me so hard workin for my studies...ops.. =p

2007-04-07T00:41:00.000+08:00

hmm..4 april 2007...me meet my frenz at tiong bahru together went to Clinic bar..

it fun and happy and also SUPRISE!!! haha...cos finally....we bitch 6 gather le..judy..mirene..wan chan..ME..joanna and IVY!!! plus kim yen..cecilia and li keng..it ladies nitez...we restricted to guys...haha...tat all..we drink...chat..take photo..althought when i saw ivy..i dun really have much to say...jus smile at each other...slowly..we start chat and drink..haha...maybe becos we gettin older..start to think abit..so will noe each other wat we wan or think..so..we much more happy and get along..

9 of us going there...7 down..left me and cecilia..at first ivy also clear..but dunno why suddenly ivy also like ke siao...haha...we walk here walk there...dunno wat we are doin..go toilet..go take pic..cross the bridge..go back to clinic..den pass by a taxi stand..and we walk infront abit...sit beside a tree..chat awhile...say everything out...settle sth..solve the problem...and den..divide into 2 group..den take cab went home..me and judy went home first..cos they awake le..still wanna chat at our nearby playground...so..ya...erm everything went fine and fun...at least watever wanna say..already say...haha...and ivy still the same..like to play and she tat time actually wanna look after them...but anyway..thanks tat have u...and i really very happy wif bitch 6 gather again...jus pity tat we didnt took together..haha...but we took some pic..can see...haha...

me and judy..

IVY..joanna and Mirene...(lao gong)

aiya..still short of wan chan..or else will be 1 whole family...

2007-03-31T12:41:00.000+08:00

ding dong!!! ding dong!!! i back...today dunno where my bro go...so use the com before his back.....haha...

hmm..currently i workin in THE FACE SHOP...haha..it fun..all are gals...lady...hmm..they are sweet and nice...they teach me slowly..and i like tis job..cos i like make up and talk...but i now still not familiar wif the skin product..so i only push on the nail polish and some make up..the lady there all look very young..haha...they really very nice..always ask me dunno anything can ask them...sometime when come to busy hours..i saw them talkin wif customer and someone wanna make payment..i will jus slowly walk to beside her..say..."someone wan make payment.." ..and when they walk away..i will say to the customer..so sorry..u hold on for awhile..hee...normally..the customer very nice...they wont scold...cos all the customer noe us...my colleague say make frenz wif them..so tat they will come again..it true..haha..some will wait for us...and we even help them make up if they saw our make up nice...

cos sometime customer in a hurry to attend special occasion..and they jus rush out of time to choose and buy...we will jus recommend nice product and we will say we help u make up and if u like it..come and purchase tat item...normally..customer wont come back..but..tis shop really give me different tot..the customer come and even bring their frenz..haha...i like the way they push sales and the way they teach me...so sweet...haha...

2007-03-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

hmm...i back...wow...how long didnt i update my blog ar...grr...too bad la..my bro keep usin com every days and nights..finally today i saw him slpin faster use first...haha... =p

hmm...wat to start lei...haha...anyway it a wonderful 2007...!!! =p =p =p =p

2007-03-12T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmmm...durin tis hour...either i'm lyin on my bed listenin music or dreamin...but becos my sis and bro ask their frenz to come my house and play mahjong..somemore in my room...hai...nvm...doin nth..so usin com to spend the time..

hmm..i went to see all my photo i have taken...haha...dunno did i change not..but it funny and i laugh when i saw those pic..and actually think back alot...haha...rather talk..mind as well put the pic here...hee...here goes...!!!

noe them when we are in ITE (Bishan) 2005...

gettin closer n closer...

share the sad and happiness together...

noe them since sec 1...

went out together and alway stick one to another...

every christmas or valentine...we celebrate without failed..

create our "Bitch 6" name on 14 feb 2001...

after graduate..we still contact each other and we even went to see sec teacher...

gettin noe each other and even happy...

havin fun and forget all the unhappiness...

more frenz no matter Guy or lady...

our "Bitch 6" big family being create...

always bein ourself when we together...

even quarrel but our frenzship still stay as high as the sky....

same horoscope and have the same feelin and character...

even new year we didnt even forget to meet out to have our "Bitch 6" big family gatherin...

2007-03-06T20:33:00.000+08:00

...oh my god...is there a need to get my no soooOOOoo urgently...?! oh!!! u ask amos...my classmate..and even my FRENZ!!!! hey...u very power lei...anyway...i'm sorry...watever ur "bro" help u...hee...sorry...not convenient... =p

change topic...anyway..quite a long time i didnt update my blog le...hmm...beocs my bro and sis finish their exam..now they are relax and sch holiday...and tot durin weekdays can use com after sch...but how i noe...they didnt work...ARH!!! finally now can use..hehe...today we end sch at 12.15pm...and we..Monissa..bernice..sarah and i went to eat KFC!!! haha...we got the coupon from one of my classmate...hmm...but end up..i think i the one wastin the food..hehe...sorry ar..gal..force u all eat..hehe..i bad gal..force monissa eat smash potatoe..sarah it chicken..(but she dun wan)..bernice...coleslaw... =p haha...but i think they also cant finish..hehe..sorry ar...too much for me le... =p

after tat we went to popular..bernice go buy her pen...and i keep disturb sarah...haha... "sarah...sarah...sarah...sarah........" i noe she feel like slappin me and ask me shut up...haha..jus tat i like to tease her...hehe...who ask her alway complaint me...grr...say me..hump...if one day i suddenly real quiet and dun wan to play wif u jus like last few weeks...den u noe...hmm..actually..u ask me wat happen last few weeks...suddenly i feel so easy angry and attitude...erm..i actually dun realise..until u told me...haha..but i really dun have anything..jus tat suddenly feel like u and ber get close le...and i dun feel like teasin u or stick to u anymore...but since u say le...soooo...from now onward..i will alway stick to u...tease u...disturb u..haha...lat the whole world noe..SARAH WEE IS MY GALFRENZ!!!! haha...u promise me wat..u remember hor...hehe...

hmm...den after tat..we went to sambawang...browsin around..hmm...lookin for tank's album...hmm...but it seem to popular le..sold out...and after tat we went to take neoprint...haha...funny..dun feel like takin..BUT!! i wanna play..hee...we take some nice..some cute...funny...haha..after tat decorate the pic..haha...MY FAVOURITE part..alway make them like dunno wat...but jus playin only..will back to normal and design a nicer lor..hehe..although i not good at design background..but at least wont make the pic simple wat...haha...

den after tired le la...the pic pass to monissa...ask her to divide the pic and pass to us tml...haha...wat a tired day...hehe...

2007-02-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

haha...today is a special day...jus dunno why...today we...sarah..bernice and i went to suntec to go and do some exchange...and we saw a HANDSOME guy...!!!really handsome...haha..okay..it happen like tis...we went to marina square to have walk and we walk the way where link to city there...and the guy he did actually walk infront us...very far distance..and when reach to the door...he actually wait for us to come and he open the door for us...haha...oh no...den we at the escalator..he jus infront us only lor..we all very pai sei and wonder why he open the door...and he keep turnin around..and u know wat...we actually look back..cos we think tat maybe there a pretty gal behind us..but did not lor...haha...and dunno why...bernice and i like out of mind...follow him go...HAHA!!! sarah jus say very loud..."hey...! u two wanna go where..?!" gosh...we didnt look at the guy..and ran back to sarah there...haha...PAI SEI la!!! i admit the guy really HANDSOME and gentlemen...BUT!!! i follow go not becos him...becos another women...cos i heard bernice say the lady look like one of our frenz mother...but they say dun gei gei...gosh... -_- REALLY!!! and somemore bernice say she didnt say tat word...jus tat i give myself an excuse..!!! i didnt la...!!! i really heard she say tat...hehe...he really handsome but not becos tat i follow him lor...!!! TRUST ME LA!!! haha... =p

haha...and we goin home...it happen again..a guy open door for us..haha..but tis time is a "ANG MOH" guy...!!!haha...really gentlemen..but the first guy really HANDSOME until we three very pai sei and keep laughin...haha....oh no....i wonder...the 2 guy open the door for us izzit becos of...BERNICE...!!! haha..cos we 2 actually used to it...every guy saw her..either wan no. from her or wanna noe her...hehe...but i dun care...jus feel tat he handsome la!!! =p

"sarah...next time can dun say so LOUD infront...?! very pai sei...but i swear...i dun intend to follow him..but look at the women...U MUST BELIEVE ME!!! hehe!!!

HANDSOME!!!! HANDSOME!!! JUST WANNA SAY HE TOO HANDSOME LE...!!!! =p

2007-02-26T18:54:00.000+08:00

hmmm...lao gong!!!when u online ar..i waitin for u lei...where our pic...haha..i already got some pic from judy le...left u...eeeEee..when u online it already midnitez...i already fall asleep...anyway..i realise sth...MOST the pic are you all lei...u noe..i one took 4 pic..in judy camera..i wonder ur camera got how many pic tat is me..gosh..u all really "zi lian" lei..haha...any way..i only put 2 pic here...hehe...and i hate the pic we took together...u all play cheat...seem like everyone is taller den me right..!? COS U ALL WEAR HIGH HEEL!!! jus becos i cant wear only ma..if i can wear..i sure same high as u all de...sadded...

me and judy..!!!hehe..

tis took on chinese new year de 1st day..haha..

2007-02-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

i wanna slp...ZzzzzZzzz

hmm..i being force tat i cant slp...grr....i hate it...now..i sittin infront of the com...guess..wat i doin..?GOSH...other den listen song...online...NTH LE...!!! grr...i wanna slp la.!!!nvm...i go play game...stupid idiot...dun noe wat brain is tat...i hate it..hate it..!!! ZzzzZzzzZZZi hate tis year de new year...!!! hate la...!!!! -_-Zzzzzz

2007-02-16T18:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

so fast...it goin new year...HONG BAO!!! but..before new year reach..i already get one BIG BIG hongbao...haha...hmm...cost $50 each..oh ya..jus found out another $10..hehe..total will be..$110...how good if it is real...but the fact is..my leg la...gosh..one $50 dollars here..another $50 beside..and $10 at my hand...ARH!!! ugly la...sad....but i touched by sth....on thurs..i didnt go sch...why lei..i hurt my leg on wed ma...wake up the next mornin..realise it too painful to walk..and i jus remember..my lesson are all in level 4...OH MY GOD...cant imagine...

when i was restin..(slpin as well la..) my hp keep beepin..beepin and beepin..my frenz called me tot tat i in sch..so wanna ask me wanna some finger food to bring up to our class...i was shock but i nicely tell my frenz...thanks alot..but i not in sch..i'm at my home restin...haha..so sarah and judy..say different story..like quite serious..sarah say i sprain my leg...judy say my leg is injured...and they all heard like very serious..ah mui say wanna come my house and visit me...but end up...I DIDNT SAW ANYONE KNOCKIN ON MY DOOR LOR...!!! grr...MUI KHENG!! u be dead!! heartless.."2 years of our contract" ready to say byebye.. =p

today i jus went back..hmm..my leg is much much more better...can walk..haha..and when i reach classroom..all ask me okay not..hehe..i fine..i fine..can joke...but their face really show concern...oh....so touched..then ah mui lei..haha...saw me keep smilin and smilin...and look at my leg..haha..i smile back and say i fine...okay la...see you so concern my leg..the "2 year contract" wil carry on...haha...anyway..thank for U ALL concern...i fine...take care... =p

2007-02-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!

hmm...today is valentine day..but it seem tis year abit different from last year or previous year lei..tis mornin i wake up..i jus cant feel the "special day" feelin..and i also didnt saw any flower where an pretty lady dress nicely prepare too meet his bf...all are so normal..like nth..??? hmm...in my sch...there alot of student sellin sweets..flower..chocolate..hmm..why i talk so less lei...but there really got alot of small store lei..oh ya..a secret gift...haha...my sch den have the "special day" feelin..but..i swear...today really no flower when i walk out of my sch...except our sch student la..haha...so see...tis generation is much more romantic and sweet..not like outside there workin guy..jus only noe..sms...haha..maybe at night they got program i dunno la...hehe...

GOSH!!! PAIN la..!!!my leg injured la...pain lei...so suay...how am i goin to meet out tonight..!!! grr...!!! idiot..

2007-02-05T17:37:00.000+08:00

hee...sometime when come to busy..should give some freedom and relax...haha...hmm...i finally got the video which make by my frenz..but i put it in frendster le...hee...i got some pic..let have abit of games...guessin..?haha...here goes...

here the irritatin gal...haha..took tis pic and she actually put as main display in my hp...why lei...she say wanna give me surpise..haha...it really "surpise"...so i be kind enough to share share...here...sweetie...enjoy ur pic here...haha..

guessin time...!!!haha...let try...who noe who is tis gal...?haha...

2007-01-30T15:21:00.000+08:00

hmm...ding dong!!! back..!!so tired ar...think better now update abit ba...kanna busy and busy...irritatin...grr...

hmm...durin march i be havin BIG exam..and after tat i be in 2 year le...oh..fast sia..goin graduate in 2008 march le...and 2 year..will be takin new module..Costin..Personal tax...Accountin..(think will be more and more difficult..)...gosh...i prepare...haha...anyway..tis time i not wif my frenz..sarah..bernice le...they take Entreprenurship...wow...cool hor...haha..nvm..next time if they set up a small business..hehe..i will go support them if i can if cant help them lor...haha..anyway credit point it not for me.. =p ops...

i wonder how it feel when we are in different class durin the module..(Pesonal tax and Entreprenurship)..heard our teacher say...if we graduate and get a chance to poly..they mind be in Singapore poly and i be in NanYang poly or NeeAnn Poly..gosh...wat i wan is not tat lei..i wan TEMASEK la...!!! grr...cant imagine need to wake up early to go there...hmm..somemore not with them...haha..if that really happen...maybe one day our frendship gap will have distance...

anyway...sarah..become more and more pretty...haha...tat time we went out..she wearin skirt..tat nice..match wif black shirt..and slipper..it seem like not match..but she got a good figure..cant say not nice...even tat stupid ber jealous her tat she wearin prettier than bernice....but tat day really fun...we are cold whole day yet we keep playin..it rainin also..hee..

cant get the chance to take FULL view...haha..

2007-01-09T16:31:00.000+08:00

well.."it seem everything doesnt belong to me.." and "the weather is sick so do i..."hmmm..it sound serious and heavy...i got brain wash by someone....and now...i noe wat to do...hey...guy...dun worry me okay..in my blog there will not allowed bad word or vuglar laugange in my tag box...my apologise tat i wrote in my previous blog...i will be not updatin my blog for 1 month...beocs some of my personal reason...so do take care and dun miss me too much ya...

take care... =)

2007-01-07T19:07:00.000+08:00

LIE!!!!!

why i found out so much..lied!!! i hate tis..!!! I hate ppl lie to me...sux!!!

promise i meant to be broken...???

2007-01-05T12:15:00.000+08:00

hmm...5th Jan 2007 le...left 2 more days...hmm..

2007-01-03T10:57:00.000+08:00

see the date....3 Jan 2007...hmm..a new year is begin...sch goin reopen...many many thing will start from the beginnin...haha...

hmmm...my ring lost...the ring i keep wearin it everyday...jus disappear out of no where...dunno when it lost...and dunno where it drop...once...i wanted to throw away..but i jus couldnt make it..and i keep it...now..it jus disappear...i didnt try to look for it..cos i believe...things are mine..it will be back...thing are not mine...no matter how i hard i try...it still will leave me one day...so...now tat it...haha..suddenly i feel tat i'm high education ppl...ops...i learnin tis...hmm...

Ice Pond...????

2006-12-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

I GOT BOYFRIEND!!!!?????

haha...shock sia...!?today is my last day of job...and when i goin leave...somebody jus came after me and ask me some question...well...i answer every question "they" ask...why they lei..haha...cos the person come ask me my name..my age...my email..except my no...ops... =p i ask him..who ask u to ask tis...haha...the guy quite shy..he say..."they all lor.."haha...oh...okay...i answer all..and the last question he ask is..."do you have Boyfriend..??" hee...i say "YES!!!! i got ar..."...oh..oh...he jus shout to another department..."SHE GOT BOYFRIEND LE LA!!!.."...haha...gosh..the auntie there laugh and scold them...i told them today is my last day also...and den..the group jus come over and chat awhile lor...and they quite cute...the youngest is 16..the oldest is 22...hmm...got alot of choice ar...but...haha...the guy like tis shout..everyone like weird weird lei....cute sia...some still study...almost finish their poly...some in ITE...some in sec...hmm..too small for me la....haha...ops... =p anyway i be goin back to return the uniform...

GOSH!!!GOSH!!!
my hand is so rough now...ARH!!!!sad ar...!!!

2006-12-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

i'm here to blog...hmm...wat to say lei...start to speechless le....ha....i be workin till 31 dec 2006..which is last day of 2006...hmm....a beginnin new year...2007...they did ask me to stay and continue to work...but i jus too tired to go jurong...i cant take it...give up!!!!stop here ba...

2006-12-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

i'm TIRED!!! been workin since mon...actually should start on tue...but...long story..haha...anyway..i workin there..it fun..but!!! accept a lady...!! she dare to bully me...she be dead!!! hai....standin till my leg..hai...but nvm la..only for 2 weeks...hee..
at there i know some..but all guy..ops..haha..dun say me wat hor..all come talk to me...BUT...all younger den me...gosh...they are cute...at first they bet each other who dare to talk to me..and guess how old am i... some say i 16 or 17..some say I 20 plus...gosh..do i..??? finally when come around 6 plus..one guy call Jimmy come and talk to me..he very funny...the first he do is..ask me.."u eat le ma..?"haha...i say "ya"...he say when i go eat de..i jus thinkin..did i need to report to him...haha...so after he ask me...how old am i..? so i say 18..he jus say..okay and we start chatin..haha...the funny thing is..one by one the other four gouy come and ask me same question..so i jus told them..did i need to make an announcement that i 18 years old..and bla bla...haha..they jus laugh and we chat..eat and play..one thing i curious is..they like to take turn come to my place where i sellin..haha..maybe cant come all at the time ba..cos later kanna scold..hee...
one of the guy finish his work same as me..8.30pm..so we both everytime go first..and the 3 guy will sooooOOoo envy us that we can go early..they need to go after 9 or 11pm..suay ar..but lucky i got ppl acc me go home..cos there..the ppl strange one..dun noe u also can talk to u de...the guy name thomas say must careful ar...they are prevert..haha...cute sia...they younger den me yet like they protect me..somemore jimmy say the place where we sellin actually no ppl (staff) wanna come de..but after i come they all come le..he say i jus like superstar..cos he say someone go tell them tat there a new promoter there..well..they curious and take a look..tat all i say...haha..but anyway..they all are younger den me...cannot be de la...haha..erm..but i can say jimmy..look like one of my frenz...erm..is he...i dun wish to say who..his character...the way he actin..the way he eat...and the way he play..gosh..almost same..jus like the younger version..haha..anyway..it fun..jus tat they leave early den me...i finish on 31-12-2006..they either finish before christmas or after..hai..
anyway overall..mostly all treat me very good..EXCEPT!!! tat stupid irritatin lady..she be dead...i dun care...curse her..!!! bla...grr...bla...grr...

2006-12-15T15:28:00.000+08:00

hmm..so long didnt update my blog le...grr...all thanks to my BRO!!!! so hardworkin LEI...everyday...24 hour non stop "study" and "practice" at the computer...cooOOoool ar...finally today..i got home early..and his frenz come our house..so his frenz actually pull him along to go out..otherwise..i think i can forever dun need touch tis computer le..haha..
hmm...wed (13-12-2006) me..sarah and bernice went to escape theme park..supposingly..we meetin 12.30pm at hougang inter to take 89..but..wait and wait..1 plus den we get the 89..u noe why..haha..ask bernice lor..haha...after tat..we reach there abt 2..? not sure..we play until 4 plus..den it rain...grr..i WAN PLAY LA!!! our first activity at escape is..HAUNTED HOUSE!!! haha..every 15 persons go in at a time..when come our turn..lucky still have ppl infront of us..we hold each other tight..and ME....behind them..haha..and at first i not scare de..but tat sarah dun noe why suddenly got shock and shout..so i shout..bernice shout..behind us the kids shout more louder...haha..i'm the one suffer..(my ear)jus dun noe why..i dun noe the kids..but the kids all pull my shirt..like i'm lead them to there like tat.. -_-" anyway is jus awhile..
den after we went to play space ship..!!! at first i tell sarah they all it not scary..cos no one shout wat..but when i say finish..alot of shoutin..screamin.....GOSH!! i suddenly heart beat fast ar..den very quiet...and my hand and leg start sweatin.. =p but when we got up..haha..i cant walk ar..cos my leg sweatin..too slippery..den end up..sarah hold my hand and walk..we sit..and start..i can tell u.. IT FUN!!! haha..i open my eye and see..i not closin lor..haha..
after tat..we go play pirate ship..i act smart la..cos when i was small i play tat before..i scare..tot tat i grow up..will not ba..so sit at the last row..GOSH!!! it scary..i close my eye and hope finish asap...oh my god..my soul almost flew out sia...haha..i jus like the spaceship..we also go play carnival..it nice and fun..haha..
hmm..monday i will start workin..at first workin for a job which is $60 per day..vecos some reason..i change my job..$40 per day..workin 8 hrs per day..for 2 week..erm..after 2 week..i'm goin to pepper plus interview..hee... =p den..8 jan 2007 school reopen lor..haha...

2006-12-11T17:02:00.000+08:00

.....hmm....rainin..rainin...keep rainin...okay...tis week is my last week of sch...after tat..will be HOLIDAY!!! even i put it in cap..but do tat make me feel happy or active...arh...!!! CHANGE!!!!! CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!! CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid stupid stupid!!!!i cant write here anymore...got to keep inside my heart...hmm... *sad*

well...bernice (shity) plannin to go theme park..? skattin..?? cyclin..??? on tis wed...wat my choice..? hmm...tat sarah (wee wee) it waitin for my answer...woooooOooo...cOooooOol...i suddenly wanna try out some excited game at theme park.....cos one of our frenz workin there told us tat...now havin special offer...$6 per person...COOOooool...hmm...should be fun ba..i tell shity and wee wee tat let go theme park....althought i say play...mean play wif them...how i noe end up will i..??? haha...anyway i noe..they will pull me along...gosh..wat their mind thinkin..i noe lor...they already think wat they wanna play...oh MY GOD!!! why should say YES..??? i abit regret sia...shity and wee wee...can i say NO...??? haha..anyway..u two shity and wee must take care of me..i dun wan faint hor...I'M WEAK!!!! -_-

i alway listen a song name "Almost Here" by Brian Mcfadden..BUT!!! now i listen tat song..it make me remind "Jack the Ripper"..gosh...abit scary lei...haha..cos when i doin or writin or readin..all i'm listen is "Almost Here"...now..errr..feel..hmm..dun noe...but it nice..

Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over

You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason

Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me

Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here

2006-12-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

I MISS MEOW MEOW!!!! haha...today went to sarah house la...keep playin wif her little cutie doggy la...!!! at first quite scare her dog is big lor...cos jus like bernice..she say her dog very small and cute..but when reach there...WOW!!! scary ar...but now okay la..still can accept bernice dog..but sarah de...haha...100% absolutely accepted ar...!!!haha...soooo cute...little puppy...today around 1pm to 3 or 4pm we sittin livin room listen song...goong and classical song..but after tat..sarah and bernice went to room...and i at livin room..at first see her puppy tired...wanna make it sleep...but end up...haha...we both sleep together...!!!haha...the puppy sleep beside me very close...cos rainin...jus like me...(scare thunder)...haha...den actually i half sleep half awake la...cos that not my house ma...*bleah*den when i wake up..i watch tv...the puppy lie on my body sleep lor..like KING!!! anyway i like it la...haha...it cute...it cute.....IT CUTE!!!!!! jus one word...IT CUTE....!!!!!hahaha....
but anyway...today havin CA paper...hehe...i die..she die..he die...most of the ppl die...haha...noe why...?cos nobody noe how...woooooOOooo...cooooOoool...haha...jus like wat a chinese phrase...wanna die...DIE TOGETHER....!!! haha...ops...!!!sorry ar...too hyper...anyway..today we only study..erm..not study..but nth..in sch only 2 hrs..!!! first hour havin presentation..but not me...hee...not yet la..still scare lei..haha...den after tat..straight go to exam room ready for CA (accountin)...den after tat...GO HOME!!! but we didnt la...haha..do we look so guai will go home straight..?ops...maybe...we went to eat KFC...but bernice and i didnt manage to eat finish la..sarah ar..almost finish..but dun noe why..left abit den full le..my favourite food lei...Shroom burger set change smash potatoe to cheese fries...how come...wonder...maybe i eat the cheese fries..u noe la...the cheese...hmm..yummy...haha...tml havin sport and wellness..must make use of the time..PLAY!!!RUN!!!RELAX!!!ENJOY!!! yeah....

2006-12-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

hmm...been busy tis few days...sickenin...!!! stay over night jus to rush the stupid project...finally finish...and tml onward..will be presentation in our class..might be mon..tues..wed or thurs..cos fri..teacher..mr norman will be leavin to thailand..and he hope we can finish before he leave...haha...i told my frenz..i been tryin hard to do tis presentation...if tml or one day it my turn to present..and he say...any word tat not good...i sure for it... i will cry..and hurt lor...sickenin..did he know how our class busy...? we jus dun wan him to feel disappointed on us...even my frenz ask me to take care of myself..cos i jus recover from my illness...and now..hai..come again..."wat a sexy voice"...anyway..i'm tryin my best le...even bernice and sarah they all help me alot in the presentation...now..guess wat...we three of us..been rotate goin ouse to rush work..normally..they come my house or we go bernice house..NOW...i at bernice house...jus finish my presentation...hmm...they busy thinkin their script..and me...edit and edit..hope we will done well...PRAY!!!!!
mon will be havin my mock test (accountin) and tue will be the actual axam for accountin...i lost...hai...

sometime i wonder...should i quit..? or continue... i wonder...

2006-11-28T15:59:00.000+08:00

hmm...today is tuesday...our lesson only conduct for 4 hours...

8.15 am - 10.15 am ----------- Business Communication
10.15 am - 12.15 pm ---------- Intermedia Fundemental (Accounting)

grr...today sarah didnt come to sch..cos she sick...but..haha...she come my house...i cook porridge for them...they watchin DVD..which is...haha...(they are such a dirty gal...)haha...no la...it a movie which sayin a couple of college boys in New Brunswick, Canada, find themselves in a scary position when they make the discovery that some of the most lovely coeds on campus are actually aliens in disguise who are using sexuality as a means to conquer Earth...for me it quite a nice show(okay la)...but bernice dun like...shity Ber!!!! haha... =p anyway wat she want only her mind noe lor...(dun think too much la..) haha....they jus left my house...WHY lei..!!! ask tat SHITY BER again...!!! anyway watever i cook for them..they eat finish..thanks ya...hope u all enjoy..actually also dun noe whether u all like it not...bleah..

okay...as for my sch...grr...(my problem part)...is really sickenin tat i believe even if i dun like business fundemental i will fail tat subject..but tis semester come Business Communication...and i dun really like tis course..cos...erm...(some reason..)but SAME...is Mr Norman teachin..and we havin listenin compre CA..guess...wat i got..haha...8/10..WOW!!! amazin uuh...actually i agree wat teacher say...some student maybe are not good in some topic or method..but doesnt mean they actually will fail the main subject..sometime some part will help them to pull up..(i agree tis..cos i'm one them.. =p )maybe durin when i was in sec sch..i have learn some admin skill..learnin letter writin and listenin skill..so tat why...durin the test..i still can score tat mark..haha...round off is 9.6/12 percent of my exam...

okay..let me explain how is calculate the exam mark..total is 100..u all noe la..the CA stand..

12 percent for Listenin Comprehension..
28 percent for Presentation...(freestyle) 7 mins
*70 percent on my CA paper..which have letter writin..fillin blank..sth similar to sec english paper ba...

*if i not wrong la...

grr....i tired la...i wanna fall le...

2006-11-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

Ding Dong...!!!Ding Dong...!!!DING DONG!!!!!!!!! =p so long didnt update..sorry ar...becos of my study work la...haha...anyway do you all noe i change my song...? hee...i keep tellin my frenz to listen lei..."Nickelback-Far Away"...die le la...really really in love le...how ar...haha...here the lyrics...

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]
I love you
I've loved you all along
And I missed you
far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know, you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
(So far away)
far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
For far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
(I love you)
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
(and I forgive you)
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me never let me go
Keep breathing
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me never let me go
(Keep breathing)
Hold on to me never let me go

2006-11-15T18:19:00.000+08:00

today...i start my lesson at 8.15am...end at 2.15pm..hmm...normally i alway the one slack in class...no matter durin Accountin or Business Communication..my schedule for today is...

8.15 am - 10.15 am -------- Accountin
10.15 am - 11.15 am -------- Sport and Wellness
11.30 am - 12.15 pm -------- Lunch
12.15 pm - 2.15 pm -------- Business Communication

well...it seem today payin 80% of my attention...haha...amazin...!!!??? maybe becos is learnin new topic of accountin...and sport and wellness...haha...we start warm up by runnin the field...den when to the basketball court play called "Fishermen"...it fun...haha...i'm the fish..the ppl who are "fishernet" need to catch all the "fish"..and one one them it ME!!!! haha..when the teacher say "start"...sarah..bernice..monissa and i run together...but all my classmate targettin me...so they LEAVE ME!!! so BAD!!! i caught..and together wif the "fishernet" catch sarah they all...it fun..and tis fun it good cause it need teamwork...haha...

after tat...we went to hall..and i play badminton wif them..but bernice and monissa too tired..so sarah and i play...haha..played half way...one of my classmate ask us to join playin netball..so we join in..me is he first group..sarah is second group..haha..den at first the score is 2-1...we was winner first but..in the end...before the sport end...last min..sarah group one of them..drop in the ball..end up..is 3-3...grr....equal score and WE BOTH ARE WINNER..!!! haha...it fun..we play alot and sweat alot.. but it fun..

after tat is Business Communication..we havin practice wif listenin compre..tot will be borin..but who noe..the teacher..Mr Norman usin listen song method to lure us to practice..."wat a good idea..." i like him by doin tis..haha...so after finish his lesson..i went home to find a song name "goodbye gal"..sing by "David Gates"...it nice..

All your life you've waited
For love to come and stay
And now that I have found you
You must not slip away

I know it's hard believin'
The words you've heard before
But darling you must trust them
Just once more

Because baby goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell ya goodbye doesn't mean
We'll never be together again
If you wake up and I'm not there
I won't be long away

'Cause the things you do, my goodbye girl
Will bring me back to you
I know you've been taken
Afraid to hurt again
You fight the love you feel for me
Instead of givin' in

Well I can wait forever
For helping you to see
That I was meant for you
And you for me

So remember goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell ya goodbye doesn't mean
We'll never be together again
Though we may be so far apart
You still would have my heart
So forget your past, my goodbye girl
'Cause now you're home at last

2006-11-14T21:31:00.000+08:00

Ding Dong...!! Ding Dong..!! haha...i have found a very interestin mail...when i was clearin my mail...hee...the subject is

Ways To Turn Down Guys...!!! (Cooollll..)

HE : Can I buy you a drink?
SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE : How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE : I must've been given your share.

HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE : Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE : Okay, get out.

HE : I think I could make you very happy.
SHE : Why? Are you leaving?

HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE : Can I have your name?
SHE : Why? Don't you already have one?

HE : Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it.

HE : Where have you been all my life?
SHE : Hiding from you.

HE : Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE : Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE : Is this seat empty?
SHE : Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE : So, what do you do for a living?
SHE : I'm a female impersonator.

HE : Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE : Do not enter.

HE : Your body is like a temple.
SHE : Sorry, there are no services today.

HE : If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE : If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

FORWARD TO WOMEN IN NEED OF SOME LAUGHS
(and men who may appreciate good humor)

2006-11-11T16:19:00.000+08:00

Ding dong..!!! hee...i jus received a mail from sarah and monissa...they sent me the pic where i took in classroom and bernice's house wif the CUTE BABY...!!! hee..but dunno wat happen to my blog..the pic jus cant flash out...so..i put it in my friendster...yeah!!!

Btw...yesterday..i havin lot of fun...haha...even though i reach home around 3am plus and slp at 4 plus...haha...thanks ya....GUINEA PIG!!!! =p

2006-11-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

oh..i'm in love the HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL...gosh...

2006-10-31T17:10:00.000+08:00

yeah....!!!i got the video i wan...hee...BREAKIN FREE!!!

2006-10-30T17:35:00.000+08:00

DING DONG!!! Ding Dong...!!!!haha...six days didnt update my blog le..almost a week...hmm... the weather la.."haze" blame it..!!! haha..cos me sick u noe..i strong yet sick..ops..all blame to "haze"...haha...i think i feelin better...jus tat..i havin sore throat..headach..one BIG ucler...!!!grr...i hate tat..it super super painful..last few day ar..gosh..fever..cough..flu..sore throat...plus ucler..grr...dunno who cursin me..."i curse back.."shoo..shoo.."

hmm..today let me talk abt wat i did in my sch..early in the mornin..wake up 6.25am..give sarah miss call and msg to wake her up...brush my teeth..bath..change clothes..tie my hair..everything done..msg sarah again and told her i ready to take bus..hee..and we will meet either in the bus no.25 or Ang Mo Kio bus stop..den together we take MRT to bishan...sound like we takin a long way right...IT ALL BECOS OF THE BUS NO.55..always come in so late..make us need to rush to sch..tired lei..at least we take MRT..can reach bishan around 7.40 or 7.45am...

when we reach there...we still have to meet monissa..hee..(more and more include)..today she late..we waited her from 7.45 to 7.55am..and our mornin assembly start 8 SHARP!!! so we msg monissa we goin first..sarah actually rush..and end up she vomit..cos early mornin she drink soya milk..and she actually rush to sch..cos we waited monissa..and our sch gate is closin..so sarah hold my hand and run abit..walk fast abit..hai...silly gal..end up suffer also her..but after rest she fine..

today it can called as bad weather..all of us..no mood study..first lesson and the teacher didnt come.."MC"..we did nth but doin something and chattin..after tat is accountin..calculate..calculate..and hand up to teacher for markin..den lunch...den after tat went to watch a movie..is nice..old movie..teacher say it may have already past 10 years..? den go home..either shop in bishan or heartland mall..can imagine tis life keep appear..? we seldom wear uniform go town area or where to shop..that why sometime they really dun feel like goin home..they nomally come my house..hee...go heartland mall buy bubble tea den come my house..haha... =p

That life....?

2006-10-23T20:00:00.000+08:00

Dunno who take tis.. -_-

my lao gong..mirene took de..haha..(left..right..left..right..) =p

tat stupid na...the dessert so nice meh..eeEEeee..i dun like..

say cheeseeess..hee... =D

dunno when they take..wat i thinkin huh..grr..

ME...!!! and my lao gong..Mirene..!!haha..

Me...and Joanna..

i goin off le..

i like tis very much..haha..hee..

hmm...first time wearin sleeveless shirt.. =p

2006-10-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

hmm..it been quite a long time didnt update my blog le..wat been i doin lei...same as the past lor..but sch reopen le..so abit different..why my BC (Business Communication) is not Miss Low but Mr Norman..gosh...i really nth to talk lei..hai..first day in sch he already discuss abt presentation..he say we must get used of tis so when come to exam presentation..we will more steady and more confident..gosh..it too fast le la...grr...
wonder izzit my course givin me stress or wat..maybe i givin myself an excuse or i jus give myself a imagination...since sch reopen..i been havin problem..hmm...heard my fren say GonG comin part 2...but it different actor le...oh..i dun wan watch le!!!! grr...

2006-10-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

sometime it sweet....sometime it so bitter tat wanna......cry......

2006-10-15T14:18:00.000+08:00

my frenz intro me to watch "GonG"...oh..it so sweet and touchin...so mamy show nee to watch...the "one litre of tears.." and "GonG"..all i watch in internet..the "one litre of tears" only show in internet..and the "GonG".. can watch in television..channel U every Mon to Fri...7pm...

2006-10-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday..i go to my frenz blog and read..and i found she put a short video in her blog..i read wat she say and feel after watchin the video..and it stated it came in a true story...and...it start it as...

15-year-old Ikeuchi Aya was an ordinary girl, the daughter of a family who works at a tofu shop, and a soon-to-be high schooler. However, odd things have been happening to Aya lately. She has been falling down often and walks strange. Her mother, Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. How will Aya react when told about her disease? And how will Aya live from now on...?

is really touchin..and i watch the video..i ask my frenz to sent me the video..and she actually tell me tat..the gal die in the end....maybe..tat a release for her..we never know how tough she gone through....

2006-10-12T13:38:00.000+08:00

CRY ON MY SHOULDER

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Repeat chorus

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

2006-10-11T15:10:00.000+08:00

eh..on 6 Oct 2006 if i'm not wrong..is moonlight festival..me meet my sec frenz out at night..and celebrate..haha...almost all the ppl was playin candles and so..at playground..HDB downstair..but we..haha..went to the top of the carpark..we play firework..candles..and they actually sabo me..i will remember u...HAI JUN...use candle or firework at me right..i admit that time quite scare..cos..candles wax actually pain if drip on ur hand..or leg..and i scream..like...haha..after tat..he go chat wif other..me and my frenz sit there..chat awhile...my the other frenz bring his "tai quan dao" hand boxin..and my frenz play wif that..haha..it fun and i took pic on them..den me actually take some photo but didnt take much..cos tat day i'm so tired..and i leave quite early..around 11 or 12 plus in the night..

2006-10-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

hmm..today...wat to say lei...sch goin reopen le..16 oct 2006 it my 2nd semester of sch..erm..suddenly feel weird sia..wat really happen to me..???? today i wake up in the mornin..8.40am..i cook breakfast for my mum..sis..and bro..wat i cook..erm..i cook scallop porridge..is "can"..not tat "miss" eat so expensive stuff..sometime will jus cook tat if there can in the drawer..my mum..normal..wake up at 9.00am..prepare to go work..den go work lor..hmm...
after tat..listen song until i fall asleep..wake up at 4.50pm..ready to prepare lunch..jus step in to the kitchen...look at the wash plate there...gosh... -_- plate and bowl waitin for me to wash.. *headach* after wash finish..prepare food ingredient and cook..ya..the finish time is....6 or 6.30pm?? forget liao..hai..sickenin..everytime when i'm not cookin..my family will ask me did i cook tonight..? when i cook..all either go work or out..ask me to left food for them..grr...i'm alway eat alone...AND TAT THE REASON WHY I DUN LIKE COOK!!!! next time i dun wanna cook liao..go da bao or do watever u like...!! dun care u all le...

2006-10-08T20:46:00.000+08:00

haha...i jus got my pic from sarah..hee..here...!!!my pic.. =p

2006-10-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

HAHA!!!!yesterday i meet out sarah and bernice..cos we been a long time didnt see each other le...hee...bernice bought sarah and i a shirt from hong kong..thanks sweetie...!!!hmm...we actually went to k box cos sarah and bernice say so..and so i agree..hmm..we sing alot of song..new..old song all have..hee..me and bernice quite naughty..alway ask sarah to sing guy sentence if we choose any song tat is two person sing...haha...we sing the FIR "tian tian ye ye"...it nice..we take turn sing gal sentence..and sarah..of cos..hee..she sing guy..but we still let her sing gal sentence at last...we repeat the song..cos it nice..from 2 to 5.30pm..me start to feel tired...so i rest..
i took quite alot of pic..but all wif sarah..waitin for her to sent me..hee..funny..when we start to tired and not singin..sarah become more active and sing some funny cute song..haha...make me and bernice laugh all the way..actually the beginin is normal..dunno why..bernice choose all the song is sing by guys..and me..mixed..but..all are sad or love song... *ops* hee..and sarah..more cute..old..funny..all OUT!!! *Sarah!!! next time go agian..we help u choose the ...... song for u...!! i swear all the song u sing...tis the BEST i ever heard!!!! HAHA!!!!* as wat song is tat..go ask sarah lor..we high together as we volume up the music and mics..and we sing together wif sarah...hee...keep it up ar...i promise i wont tell anyone..!! *Secret* shh.... =p

next is...haha..i read one of my frenz blog..which is for guys.."how to keep a gal by ur side in 19 step..." well..here..is "wat a gals wants but most guys wont give..." let read...haha... =p

LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES.
KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS.
TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE.
TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL.
L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER.
TELL HER STUPID J0KES T0 MAKE HER LAUGH.
LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR.
MESS WITH HER HAIR.
JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER.
INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0.
WHEN SHE CRYS D0 WHATEVER IT TAKES T0 MAKE HER SMIlE.
F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES.
L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE.
TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P.
H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS.
WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER.
LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS.
GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.
TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK.
STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHE SICK.
WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE.
KISS HER F0REHEAD.
GIVE HER THE W0RLD.
WRITE HER LETTERS.
LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES.
WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER.
LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT.
LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS.
KISS HER IN THE RAIN.
CALL HER EVERY NIGHT.
AND WHEN Y0U FALL IN L0VE WITH HER, TELL HER.
L0VE HER LIKE Y0U NEVER L0VED BEF0RE.

*so..after read..it tat true..? hmm..for me ar..i not sure.... =p

2006-10-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

hmm..today is my 1st semester result out..erm...i pass my exam..but not very well...hmm..ya..okay la..not feelin sad or wat....and long time didnt see bernice and sarah le..we decide tml (05 Oct 2006) meet out and chat...it should be fun..tml will be goin for K box...!!! i wanna SING!!!! sing out all my trouble and sadness and HATE!!!! waitin for tml... =)

2006-09-28T10:25:00.000+08:00

hmm...jus came back from chalet at Loyang Aloha..that is a nice place (as i feel...) hmm..i wake up at 10 am..same as before..acc my mum for breakfast den sent her to work..and after tat prepare food and stuff for chalet..when reach to 12.45 pm..my frenz..Tse Ying and Yvonne..my ite's frenz..came to my house...at first they wanna put all the ingredient and food in my house and went for lunch together..but i sooooo sorry tat i already eat wif my mum...ops...hee..sorry..so they decided to eat.....MAGGIE MEE...!! haha..so sorry for them...and my class advisor..mr normal make a call and say he will come to my house there to fetch me and my frenz go chalet..and he meet us 1.15 pm..buy he late lor..and actually our check in time is 3.30 pm..
but mr normal bring us to pasir ris to buy satay..and it must be HALAH!!! hee..cos our class there malay..and my frenz.."thanks ar"..leave me in the car wif HIM....!!! and take a long time to came back.."all thanks to u all ar"....in the car..we didnt talk much..as i doesnt really dare to talk to him..and it feel paisei in the car lor..no sound no nth..but end up..he start the conversation..the first thing he say is do i stay..and i jus say if my frenz stayin maybe i will stayin..and after tat talk about how i feel abt our class monitor and monitress..hmm..and we actually talk until nth le..mr normal den ask me to pass him the bag..and in the bag he took out dunno wat and start to make a call to my frenz and ask them where are there..and they jus say they will be back in a min time...(but i think more than that lor..) grr....and i jus realise that mr normal dun really jus enjoy listen R&B song..he also do enjoy Piano classical song..hee..i see the cd cover..and the music song inside all are nice..tat time i really wish to open my mouth and say "mr normal if u dun mind would u like to change the cd to classical song..?"...but..i didnt..
aiya..i jus cant open my mouth to talk to him la..after tat my frenz came back..haha..they actually buy bubble tea for me..hee.. =p (YUMMY) and i noe why they took so long to come back..and one of my frenz infront of mr normal..ask me.."so do you and him chat..?" "feelin paisei ma..?" OH GOSH!!! she jus say tis already make me more paisei..so i jus answer.."hmm..ya.." after tat..in car..i jus shut my mouth and dun say anything..keep lookin outside..and after tat he drive us to another places to collect satay..cos they cant find lor..and when he went out..my fren again say.."i realise tat..u dun really dare to look at him or talk..u keep lookin outside.."and i jus laugh and say.."ya..hee"
and tat time it already 3 plus le..WE'RE LATE!!!..so we faster make a call to some of our frenz who waiting at the pasir ris bus stop where near escape..and when we reach there..mr normal jus scroll drown the window and say..but the other frenz cut in and say.."mr normal..ur car in almost full..how to sit..we wait for u here..u come out fetch us.."haha..funny but my advisor say.."no..pass me ur container and u all walk in.." HAHA..!!! so we went in by car..but my other frenz walk in..and mr normal is jus kiddin..after he let us alight..he say he go back and fetch them..but when he goin..they already reach le..so nth different la..
the chalet is big and nice..two storey..4 rooms..1 livin room..1 kitchen room..1 dinin room..5 TOILET and outside is our bbq pix..haha..there got swimming pool..arcade..puzzle playground..FUN...!! we play very happy wif my frenz...haha..and after tat..we start bbq..my frenz and i doin the cookin...and some doin washin..some doin servin water..haha..and i didnt eat much..and end up when come to mid night..i got gastric pain...i didnt eat medicine..i jus ask them to kindly help me buy some hot tea..and i drink le..rest in room and slp awhile and wake up around 5 plus..slp at 1 or 2 plus..ya..after tat wake up le..hmm..feelin better..but still feel abit pain..but once reach home..bath..drink a hot tea..feelin better now..hee..end le..tis is my day durin chalet..haha...

2006-09-24T12:23:00.000+08:00

hmm...27th sep i be going Aloha Loyang Chalet...will be 2 days 1 night...come back at 28th sep...dun noe will stay anot..maybe yes..depend on sarah and bernice..if they stayin..i sure will..ya...jus to let you noe...it hard to tell u in the conversation..always talk abt others..hmm...tat all le...hee.. =)

2006-09-21T12:40:00.001+08:00

hmm..today wake up around 10am..???? acc my mum for breakfast den sent her for work...i eat dry miced meat noodless with extra hot...haha..i like eat chilly...hmm...if i'm free..i will acc her unless i workin or sick...i like to acc my mum go supermarket..shoppin..grandma house..cos i dun like her to be alone doin tat...haha..when last time when workin fila..if i work at queensway..my mum and i will take same bus together..but everytime her lunch cant acc me..cos she only can take away the food and eat at her counter..so me sometime also hide inside the fila store room eat alone..so ke lian...
my mum work until 6 pm..so when she knock off..she will come find me..but i always shoo her away..haha...my mum noe why i shoo her away..cos i dun want to see her back...haha...i'm a "little" gal who miss home easily...and wish to acc my mum if she alone..no matter how my frenz seduce me or sms or pla me..once my mum is alone..she always come FIRST den everyone..haha...my frenz they all noe my mum always come first cos they noe the "reason"...hmm...tat why my frenz seldom meet me on weekends..but weekdays...i love my mum alot becos of some reason..so she alway have the privilege to come first...
last time i every sat went for mornin jog wif one of my frenz..now alot of frenz...haha..we used to meet morin 8.00am and run from our house to seng kang and den sit at the playground chit chat awhile and den walk back..haha..very slack la..run abit..stop awhile...hee..but normally i acc them run..i will reach home before my mum wake up..when i reach home..i saw my mum slpin..hee..i will go disturb her and make her wake up..she always scold me for disturbin her..but no matter how she scold me..i angry awhile..walk away..a mintues later..came back disturb her again..haha...my mum cant take me...
i like listen song when i havin a long journey to my grandma house or other place..if i go out wif mum..i seldom treat her mum..but like closer...dunno how to say..haha..i alway bully her..i wan tis and tat..or sometime i got work i will buy her thing tat she wan..cos she hor...hai..alway saw thing she like but dun dare to buy...so if i workin..got money..i jus ask her pick the one she like and i buy...HEY!!! she also will bully me de hor..dun see like i bully her...bleah...my mum love sotong alot..so everytime i try any new favour or sotong at old chang kee..i will buy for my mum to eat..haha...got reason de hor..i buy old chang kee..she buy bubble tea for me..HAHA...!!! tis is called an exchange... =P tis is last time when i workin..now ar...hehe...all she buy i eat..ops...but sometime my dad will give me allowance so i sometime will use the money to buy food for mum...same condition okay...hehe...she scare me when i say go heartland mall or hougang mall...haha..cos there got bubble tea wat..but when she say "wan bubble tea izzit..?" i normally will say one sentence she will laugh..."there also got ur OLD CHANG KEE wat...?!"haha..tat why...
last time saw her bag is old..buy her new..shoe spoil..buy for her..meet her after work to treat her dinner..now..turn around le..hee..she will try to buy for me if i wan...but sometime maybe i abit naughty..will make my mum angry..but next day will be okay de la..talk abit..make her abit..she be okay...hee...i dun like my mum been bully..or use different tone talk to her...if her sale person talk different to my mum..i will give them ATTITUDE...!!! and i pull my mum away...i alway like tat..even my frenz also..sarah..bernice..and my sec frenz..mirene..joanna..wan chan..judy..but i not worry mirene..judy and wan chan..they protect themselve..but joanna..she too nice..jus like SARAH!!!! oh gosh..easy to get bully..HEY!!! u two only can let me bully hor..no other..!!! bleah...

2006-09-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

haha...now wat playin in my blog is a song quite nice i ACCIDENTALLY click it and the name is...ACCIDENTALLY in love...haha...here are the lyrics... =p

Accidentally in Love...

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (X 2)

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

2006-09-20T17:27:00.000+08:00

Monday i went to Precious Thot at Bishan to fill in part time application form..hmm..with my frenz..Kim Yen...after fillin the form.the Miss ask us some question abt when we can start..? after school will u come work for us..? dec holiday will u able to work..tis all stuff...
hmm..now it's already wednesday le..still cant hear any call from them..think is gone le ba..so sad..how i wish to work that job..but..in the end..too bad..i will try to look other job but not regardin sellin sport...well...nothing to say..i jus feel sad whenever i think of that job....

never know wat my heart thinkin or worry abt...

2006-09-20T17:13:00.000+08:00

ARH!!!!! i wanna Angel In Disguise!!!!i been finding tis song CODE to put in my blog..but no matter how i find..i cant get the code la...eeeeEEEeeee...kns... i dunno why i like Corrinne May's album "Safe in a Crazy World"..all the song inside so nice...hmmm...

I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue and I
Stumbled out of bed and dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose and a note that said
Somebody Loves You

Out on the street it starts to pour and
before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Dont need to look at Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise

I met a good friend for lunch and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my walletI felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea

But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo
and I start to fly

Take a look at the ordinary
Dont need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise

Dont try to hide away from me
I know youre by my side

Take a look at the ordinary
Dont need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise

I woke up this morning feeling kind of new...

2006-09-18T11:40:00.000+08:00

hmm...yesterday went to tampines to collect my belated birthday present from ma0 and xiao mei de...and as well hui hui de..when i reach there..i jus received mao and xiao mei de..so i called hui..when she answer the call the first thing she say is "i noe u wanna scold me...sorry..i on my way comin.." haha..i didnt say anything but yet she already say sorry..but i say it okay..jus that tampines from my house..can say it not far or near..jus that tis few days keep rainin..and i abit gettin....erm..nth...wat i received from ma0 and xiao mei is shoes...black colour..i was shock..cos my black colour shoes for school goin spoil and i actually brought new one..hehe..and now i got two black shoes for me to wear to sch le..thanks ya..
hai..my poor sarah...she workin fila again..and somemore work until tis fri..oh gosh...she work at plaza singapura..PLUS...work wif jiayi...hai..CMI...everytime when reach to 10.30-11.30pm i will try to make a call to sarah or sms..but u noe i received..either she didnt answer the phone or she msg me tis.."i still workin..haven close shop.." oh..it so late..tot fila already have new rules..every fila store only can stay up to 10.30 pm..if overtime..no charges...!!! why that....idiot...hai..sarah alway get bully..today actually i should be goin bishan..to fill up some application form for my part time job..but how i noe..rainin..and i in BAD MOOD!!!! grr..my stomach is very pain...and i not really well too...hmm..think will be restin ba..i will go bishan after some days lor..see how... hai...

2006-09-14T12:05:00.000+08:00

hmm..u noe wat..the stupid idiot insect die le!!!! it kill by my......sis's bf....haha..cos my sis jus came back from chalet yesterday..den when my mum..sis..sis's bf was together sitiin watchin tv...i told them abt the big insect..at first they tot it my illusion...grr...but after abt 10 plus..i was watchin my BELOVED JIN SAN SHUN...my mum in her room watchin channel 8..my sis they all went in room chit chat..den suddenly my mum called me..she finally saw the BIG insect lor..really big..den i faster called my sis and her bf..den my sis bf use the newspaper to hit the insect..haha..very funny..cos while he hit the insect..my sis..mum and i shout..my sis and i run up to the bed..and my mum stand aside look..haha..we all laugh together and it fun...finally..i tellin the true..they actually either think tat it my illusion or jus a small insect but i say it big..until they saw in their own eyes den believe wat i say...hai...

2006-09-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

today is my last paper of exam..should be happy and enjoy that i'm finally free and relax..but why i seen to be so stress in sth...wat really my mind thinkin..i dunno..jus feel tat i have a heavy stuff in my mind and make me feel uncomfortable to search wat tat for the whole day....i gettin feelin badly..my heart gettin weaker and weaker..start to pain..i remember when i was young..i went to the hospital in the midnight..i remember very clearly..my stomach was very pain..i couldnt slp or stand or even shout..so i jus make my louder voice to call my mum and dad..but at first they cant hear..so i called quite fews time..and finally..my mum come look wat happen..i was so pain that i cant tell her wat goin on..my mum at first tot that i didnt eat so got gastric pain..

but when she touch my head..den she realise i have a high fever..i cant walk or move..so my mum called my dad to help me..when they carry me..i really feel uncomfortable and unwell..and i actually went to the toilet and vomit..but first it didnt..second..also..third..i vomit in the livin room...and my mum touch my head again..my fever gettin hotter..and they actually called taxi and bring me to hospital..when i reach there..i didnt went in to the checkin or sick bed..i sittin at the register there restin..and i feel so unwell in the air-con room..so my mum bring me out..and my dad go request the nurse whether can let me in first..the nurse follow my dad to look for me..after takin temperature..the nurse called the doctor and bring me to a room..
i go in two different room..one is an injection for my high fever to prevent me for dunno wat..the other..when i went in..i was much better and clear after the first injection and noe wat they doin..they try to inject a needle on my hand..and after tat i jus fell asleep..

hmm..when i wake up..i was in the bedroom le and it was next day mornin...i dun really noe wat happen..i jus ask my mum..but she didnt say anything..jus say that i fine..jus a mild fever..but i den realise tat i cant eat for whole day..only can drink milo...the second day..i jus eat bread..egg..milo..a simple meal for 3 meals...if i'm not wrong..i stay in the hospital for 1 weeks ba..or lesses..durin tat time..i cant walk and the nurse or doctor check my health daily..like askin me how i feelin..am i still stomach pain..any fever..any vomittin..and they actually check my purse..before i leave the hospital last 2 days..i can walk around..and after tat..went back home..the past years i'm okay...but dunno when come to sec sch..i complainin i got headach..dizzy and heartpain..my mum bring me to see doctor but he didnt say much....

end of it..sound very drama right..haha..but now i'm okay ar..haha..can jump here and there..run here and there..haha...suddenly say tis abit weird..haha.. =p

2006-09-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

grr...the stupid...idiot...cracks...i hate so much..when my dad out of house..it show me in the livin room...SO BIG!!!! oh gosh...starin at me and i got nth to hit..so use the thick newpaper..but end up..i still lose..too big and too scary for me to hit it lor...eeeEEeee..yacks..hate it..!! den finally my bro come back..tat stupid cracks hide in the store room...! @#$2!#@# and i tell my bro go look for it..he cant find..nvm lor..i dun care..den after my bro take a bath...play awhile of the computer..he go Hougang CC to play basketball..denthat IDIOT...STUPID cracks come out agian...tis time i so angry wanna hit it..but...end up still dun dare...DEN....!!! my dad come home..guess wat...the thing hide agian lor..GRR!!!!! hate lei..why everytime tis insect or lizard all come out or show out infront of me..from sec sch until now..never change lor..early in the mornin..i go bath a lizard hide in th bath room...den either is bath room or in kitchen room..oh GOSH!!!! now tis stupid thing in livin room..wanna me heart attack...i HATE INSECT!!!! or crawlin animal...grr!!!! @%%#@@^^$%#

but anyway..i didnt forgotten someone birthday today..sorry ar..today mood not that good..cos that stupid cracks..kill it!!!! anyway...i wanna wish you here...

HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY!!! JOANNA GOH!!!!

hey..hope everything goes well and fine...and last but not least..find a boyfriend and last forever and ever..okay..? take care..sweetie.. =)

2006-09-12T13:26:00.000+08:00

oh..i finally found the song i like it very much...hee..and that is the Final Fantasy (Part??)..forget liao..the song's name is "Eyes On Me"...

Whenever sang my songs
on the stage on my own
Whenever they would be heard

I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
same old songs just once more
My last night here with you
Maybe Yes Mabe No

A kind of liked it your way
How you shall placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know that i had mind on you?

Darling...So there you are
with that look on your face
As if you've never hurted
As if you've never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me to feel your heart beating fast

and stay there as I wispher
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know that i had mind on you?

Darling...So share with me
your love if you have enough
your tears if you're holding back
of pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then you will know that you're not dreaming...

2006-09-11T13:16:00.000+08:00

hmm..gosh...!!!today havin my exam...and u noe wat...i got 4 question tat is blank..arh..heart pain ar..u noe tis 4 question add together got 23 marks..!!! arh...heart really pain..yesterday i study until 1 or 2 plus and slp at abt 3 lor..hmm..i tot that chapter wont come out much qns..but end up..arh...sadded.... :(

2006-09-10T14:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday...me..and my sec frenz went out to pasir ris for cyclin..at the begininn..i doesnt wan to..but i after i think awhile.."since i went out wif them should acc them to have fun.." so i say yes..and we rent the bicycle for two hours and it cost $8..beginin i almost fell down..becos at first i was ridin a medium size..but one of my frenz is smaller size den me and yet she takin a bicycle (which is bigger abit more den mine)..so they ask me exchange wif me and i say okay..cos really too big le..even me also need to tip toe..they ride infront of me..and i..jus follow them behind..while i'm cyclin..i thinkin of something..the wind blow on my face..i hear the sound of wind..woooOOOooo..hear the sea wavin...it nice...and i enjoy the nice view at pasir ris beach...really enjoy..but after finish..we on the way back to return the bicycle..i den realise tat my leg and hand is pain..oh gosh..after that..we went to tampines to watch "little man"..it nice and COLD....and den we havin dinner at century square L4 "food culture"..there nth much to let me choose..so i choose to eat curry chicken..rice..but i cant eat finish..it not really nice and i also no appetite to eat le..after that we sit awhile and go home..and than watch the channel U (jacky wu) adn den knock down..zzzZZZzzzz